First
and for most, Super overly lined eyebrows or should I say in layman’s term
“THICK” eyebrows are horrible. Many people say it is one of the best trends and
will make you look powerful and strong, dominant kind of person and the one who
wants to lead the wolf pack. It is, and it will, because you already look like
a witch. I mean a wolf that could lead a pack.
But
for me, it’s not. There is a way of conception that is also being taken for
granted just because it is one of the few easiest magic on putting a make up to
a person, but simply the word conception, will not gonna impress everybody’s
eyes that will make you look bad. Especially to those who has the eyes to
criticize people who could be their imminent jurisdiction.
I
am far from being perfect but so far, so good I know I am a working progress
and I got my game really tight that every time I put my make up, I make sure
that there will be a rain of compliments and a train of negative comments
leaving my station.
Besides,
applying thick eyebrows are only good for people who have a longer face or
wider face not because of the extra space but, it will make their faces look
balance to the form of their face which could lead to a compliment throughout a
day.
I
mean, let’s just put it in a situation like you’ve been compared to a guy
because that guy who just got compared to you have a thin line eyebrows and
you’re having like a two leech in your
face and you are totally ignoring it because you thought it was hip. How would
you feel about it knowing that you’re a girl and he’s a guy but it seems like
you both are playing the wrong eyebrow roles that will only going to make you
feel bad about yourself.
And
that is why I hate super overly lined eyebrows. They don’t make people look
good; they don’t make girls look like girls. I mean, if you want to look like
Kendall Jenner and you only have this eyebrows issue, why would you choose to
look like Joe Jonas instead?
If
that is the problem or if you think that it is the problem but you don’t know
what to do, try to ask your most amazing friend who can perfectly make you feel
perfectly ashamed of yourself that could lead you on being traumatized for
days, make you cry yourself to sleep, and could make you feel that slitting
your throat is the last frontier you could ever possibly doing, then… go on…
ask a friend… then after recovering on all of those painful thoughts that I
just said, you will feel yourself more than Beyonce’s song and every 7 minutes
in heaven that you have in your life will be just as normal as it is because
you’ll gonna line those dirty little leeches away and will make them like a
wand of a fairy.
PS.
Always
remember to resemble your hair to your eyebrows, blend in by doing it a bit
darker if you have light hair and a bit lighter when you have dark hair. You
can also go with the same color as your hair, if that is what you want, I mean,
everybody is a creative creature so, do your best.
5 GUYS WHO HAS A PET THAT YOU SHOULD NOT DATE
5. GUYS WHO
HAVE MORE THAN 3 DOGS
Admit it,
dogs are man’s best friend, they are also cute and hilarious but who wanted to
see more than 3 dogs in one house. I mean, everywhere you go, they’re there and
you can’t cuddle with the guy you suppose to date because they were all in bed
with you, licking their balls and scratching their selves.
Dogs
should have limitation on where they are only allowed to be, they are a part of
the family but when there is a guest they must be in their best behavior and be
calm.
4. GUYS WHO
HAVE A PITBULL OR BULLDOG.
These dogs
are can normally be seen in fight house, they are so hungry to beat each other
and hurt other dogs. They might be loyal than any kind of dogs but in those
looks you will never knew what will happens next.
These dogs
are born unexpected so whenever they think of something they want to do, they
will do it. Killing is one of those many reasons.
3. GUYS WHO
HAVE A MONKEY.
Seriously?!
Why would you have a monkey with you? This is not a zoo, your house ain’t a
carnival for you to include a monkey. Monkey is also unexpected. To any of
their race they are all different and can be deranged to people around us that
they don’t like and besides monkey isn’t a pet for house so what would you
going to adopt one and make it house friendly? Monkey are smart to escape, do
you want to look for your monkey all over the city? Well I don’t have a plan to
do it.
2. GUYS WHO
HAVE A SNAKE.
Snake is a snake, big or small, they are still snake.
I don’t believe that snake should be a common pet inside the house because you
will never know when they would strike back. Even the venom are already been
removed, no one know what they are capable of doing. A simple as they can
swallow you without even chewing you is enough reason to be scared of them to
put inside the house.
1. GUYS WHO
HAVE A SPIDER.
There’s
no explanation needed, damn. That shit is crazy. If someone I date have a
spider in her life, I will surely be kicking his ass and he will never gonna
touch me ever again.
1.) No wonder you are, if he only calls you few times a week and every 2 AM or 3 AM for
Shady reason that they gonna tell you. Why would a person you love gonna call
you 3AM in the morning if they really got the time to spend it with you? Unless
it’s an accident, their reason are on about to catch your drift. No normal
person will going to call you in that kind of time because they’re already not
busy. No one is ever been busy, it is the thing called “PRIORITY” that makes
difference.
4.) Being with his friends is either so awkward or so cool. So awkward to the point that you are only good at s*cking d*ck that makes him to never leave you because every time you bone him, he’s always boned. And so cool because you can slap all the Jesus out of him and make him the kindest person in the squad.
5.) They never let you call them, it always them, calling you but forbid you to call them back. This is one most basic hint that you are a Booty Call; if they were not hiding anything, then why can’t you call them instead of just make you wait for couple of hours a day just to talk. Calling someone is not a necessity that you need every day, but it is a good essential for a better relationship.
BUT! If you were a booty call, Damn Girl! Take a nap because it will take you hours to wait. He ain’t gonna call you unless their partner are already sleeping or out of town.
If you relate on some of this, come and message me so that I can help you on how to avoid it. It’s 21st century, no mistake has no karma on it, Will not gonna make them pay, we will just gonna customize the karma that they deserve.
If you think I miss something, don’t forget to Message me as well, don’t comment because I usually don’t go to my comment notification box so it always end up being stuck up.
Why? Why people? Why? What in the world is happening right now?
Earlier today I have read this article about, ISIS are killing gay people and children are side stoning the gay people. I mean come on, As a kid, I would never do that, As an Adult I will never tolerate a kid doing such rude kinds of thing like that to anyone, As an individual I will never gonna do something like that just to show people my support. Nobody should jump into this bandwagon unless it is something hip or new on Instagram.
HAPPY DATE ANNIVERSARY MINE!
Title: Zettai Kareshi/Absolute Boyfriend
This is why I sometime prefer not to watch Romantic Comedy kind of movies. I am a movie lover, I do watch movie a lot, but the thing when I watch movies. Once I get attached to it, I never stop watching it until I get to finish.
This one over here got lucky that the movie even catches my attention from one a like movie posted on facebook.
I am so happy and amazed to what love is about to a robot's perspective, since they are emotionless and don't feel pain. Now, here's my review about the whole movie.
What are the real difference between these three?
First and for most, there's nothing different with what they do, They all don't want you and don't wanna know and see anything about you. But the difference of these three is, That Haters are for the people who's famous and has a popularity status in the country or in the community where they really excel the most that makes them be known by everyone. I guess bashers are mostly your common folks, they are the one who are near you but don't want you because you have something they really insecures about, maybe something you can do that they cannot do, something you have that they don't have or simply insecure about you for being more attractive or intelligent, that other people dig in than what your bashers can serve to the table. And lastly, People don't like you for a reason, maybe it happens, but some of those just really don't like you for no reason. Yeah, it happens, when you are irritated whenever you see someone who doesn't even do anything to you but you still hate them. I guess that's the difference.
Last night, around 2:00 in the Morning, I know its late but I still decided to go out and grab some beers to compliment this cuddle friendly weather. My friend were out drinking so I decided to come over and join them.
As I waited for cab, Its never been a tough challenge for me to wait for one, cos as I get out of our street, two cab were already expecting me to ride one of them. And as I hate my feet being wet, I ride the nearest one.
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This is why I never like this little tart of showtime. Alam ko kasi na inside those cute little angelic face that she has, is a demonic irksome fabricated pretentious bitch. I'm not even surprise about this one.
obviously as this happens, it only shows how some celebrity acts when they were outside and not being filmed in front of the camera. I mean, some celebrity are just simply too faced conniving bitches and they don't feel sorry about it, about being like that and about those people whom they might hurt.
I mean, it is one of the most ironic thing ever when you're a celebrity wanting much more than being just a celebrity. So shameful to think that they were the one we usually love in front of the camera the ditch us normal people when they weren't being followed by the camera.
first of all, I don't have anything against to those people that I may be going to mention in this post. I just want to clear my head about what happened. So here goes nothing.
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Last May 6, 2015, Wedenesday me and my gang were having fun drinking in Lakay as usual. Then as the night goes by, an unexpected text from my Buds came in asking me where I am, so as excited as I am I responded on his text immediately, saying that were in Lakay and I also invited him to come.
It was such a fun night, everything is running smoothly and everyone is happy. Then as the night goes by, as always, we stayed until the cut off of orders so we decided to transfer from Lakay to Ibarra. My second most choice in terms of drinking. So as I expected, no one wanted to join me to go to Ibarra, I am just so thankful that I invited my Buds to come by because he agrees on joining me in Ibarra cos he also still wanted to drink.
So, as we got there, I presumably wanted us to get along, one on one bonding and some serious talk then suddenly as we enter Ibarra, I saw some of my friends.
It was funny tho because I never thought of seeing them there but I just ignore and started to get along with them too.
Then after that, we settle an agreement that they will bought one bottle of vodka and we as well, going to buy our own after that. I feel like its a bit presumptuous that they want us to buy another bottle, because the least that I wanted there was to drink beer so that I can go home but little do I know, I am about to drink two bottle of Vodka.
Yes! Its absurd but I have to just go on because I don't want to do something stupid while I'm drinking. Because I might regret it later when I'm sober. As time goes by, the first bottle were empty so I bought another one as we both agreed earlier. Then, after that drinking session, we finished drinking after that second bottle of Vodka. We were nearly going home when suddenly my Buds invites me to their condo to continue it.
At first I was like, "I don't have I.D with me so I can't get in" and he was like "Leave it to me" at that point I started remembering the last time we went there and he said that I can't get in because I still needed some Identification to get some kind of passes.
But, arguing with him is the last thing in my mind, so I forgive him with his reason for last time. Oh! but before that, we bought 3 bottle of Beer first before we go to their condo.
So, we immediately started because we have cube ice to dig in for a very cold beer, I took the first one and he follows. we cooked some hotdogs for something to eat and we started talking some serious shit that we both have.
at first he was telling me this story, I'm not going to mention it but while he was doing it, I'm randomly throwing him some creepy smiles that makes me laugh at his reaction but the next thing I know he was mad at me because of that.
I was like, "No, I'm just joking its really nothing. I'm just trying to see your reaction" then after that the situation escalated quickly, telling me, that "This is my house, you don't do things like that to me" then I was trying to have a calm conversation by saying that it was really nothing. I'm just trying to see what he's reaction would be like if I make cute and silly faces and laugh about it.
He started throwing tantrum like "I want you to get out" and I was like, "Are you kidding me" I mean, no one does that. No one kicked out a friend for being short temper. No one push a friend through the door while she still wears your boy short. And nobody kick slide your friend's pants out of your house because you got pissed of by being a clown in front of you.
As I'm outside their door, I picked up my pants and change. I knocked once again, because I thought I forgot my money cos its not in my pants, I knocked one more time because I forgot my ear pods in their couch. Buds never talked to me again after that, I feel like he just jeopardized our friendship by kicking me out of their house. But I don't know, this wasn't the first time it happens. And it always happen when were drinking.
I guess the Vodka is the real problem.
(see, we're enjoying each other)
As I scroll down my newsfeed on Facebook, I suddenly died for a minute and just stared at what I saw.
I saw this post of a girl, tagging my Ex boyfriend in her post where a new relationship is being broadcast to every single friend that they both have on facebook.
I mean, I'm not being bitter or anything, I'm just hoping for my ex to still want me back knowing the fact that we have so much spark and connection to each other and the only reason why we broke up is because of his best friend trying to destroy our relationship.
I also love his best friend, not love love like love as like love him as my boyfriend's best friend and I have nothing against him, its just his best friend was the one who first courted me then suddenly when his best friend introduce my ex to me, my ex boyfriend started to court me as well.
Its not that I don't like the way his best friend escorted me but I saw more tenacity to my ex boyfriend than his best friend. And of course for me, I will pick the one who will make me feel more comfortable and relax whenever I'm with him. And that's why I picked my ex boyfriend rather than his best friend.
I hope I've made the better decision, I hope I've made the better choice.
But I didn't, cos I was scared, I was afraid to fall into those kinds of situation where emptiness awaits.
I'm obsessed with Bargaining with my Decisions but this is one of those decisions that I can't risk. It's too much to bargain with and yet I'm also not sure about what I'm going to receive in return.
Let's just say I never picked the side that he wanted, I don't know. I love following my instinct and I respect that to myself because I know that myself would not going to risk anything about me.
It's either I'm incredibly smart or I'm incredibly stupid.
You decide, cos its a big toss coin for me. but anyways. For you to understand what i'm saying, here's the story.
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Last night, my friend Scarlet, called me and say that she has to go to Lakay because she told her mother that she has a shift in her work. So for me, I'm not sure because my money is already limited and cannot keep up with my daily hobbies which is drinking the whole night.
So, I told her, I'm not sure if I can go. Then she said, I don't have anyone with me right now, that makes me feel a bit bad because I can go with her, yet I'm ignoring her invitation. So I take a bath immediately, got dressed, glam up and went after her in Lakay. I arrived for like, 2:30 AM in the morning and it is really not a friendly time to still drink because you might get unsatisfied with the short period of time that is left.
Then, I knocked on the front door of Lakay, then my bouncer friend called me because he needs some help from me. He asked me if I can go through archives and look for an old conversations. I tried but I never really accomplished anything because it is hard to fiddle when you're only using a phone. Then when I look around, I saw my friend Scarlet sitting after this group of three guys with one of our mutual friend named ash and Scarlet were talking to them.
(Sorry, this would be a bit long but kinda exciting)
Then as I go there, I sit beside my friend Scarlet and started to introduce me to this group of CUTE guys. And as I sit there, I already recognize this cutest among the group which was the one in front of me, but I just act normal and continue to introduce myself.
It was funny tho, because as the conversation goes, he literally asked for my number in front of everyone and I feel so awkward about the situation that makes me giggle. Then he was like (Ouch, I was just got rejected immediately) but I recover him fast with that awkward situation by saying (I rather get yours first)
I feel happy about his reaction when I give him my phone, and after that he started saying silly things like, I want you to sit beside, that he wants me, that I'm pretty and things like that. And I'm like, "No, you're just drunk" but I'm not that too hard with people that I just met so I sit beside him.
And then, there, he started texting me. And at the next ten minutes the next thing I know is he's confessing his love for me and I was in full shock knowing that we just met for like, I don't know, thirty minutes ago. So I was just playing it normal, telling him that he's just drunk and that's why he can tell me those kind of things.
As we continue the texting, our Vodka is also getting empty so we decided to go to another place because the place where were in, is already closing.
I don't know, I'm getting this awful feeling that making me feel horrible about doing this post but I guess I need to share it because this is the only way I know, that I can lose this feeling for him.
Then as we arrive in the next location, he organized the sitting arrangement where we suppose to seat and of course, I'm sitting beside him. And there, he started being clingy to me. I mean, I like what he was doing. I love it, not only like it. Because, what more better feelings you could ever feel if the guy next to you is being so sweet! Is there any better feelings than that? I guess none already. I mean, that is the only place where girls and gays like me wanted to be in. I never signed up for this kind of night and with this kind of situation, but the only thing I know is that, his provocation never worked for me.
I mean, he tried to kiss me, but I moved my face away. He tried to caress me so many times but I never responded. He tried to hug me yet I never hugged back.
Until we go home, I only play safe.
And now, I'm here, stuck at home thinking, thinking of what if.
What if I never moved my face away and rather move it closely and kiss him too.
What if when he caresses me, I responded and does the same thing.
What if as he hug me, I return the favor and hugged him also.
There's only one thing I can say right now.
" I DON'T KNOW "
Why do I have to say that love are found online is mediocre, simple.
EVERYTHING IS FAKE
Words created has no emotions, Words created are being perfected and Words can be think about before it can even be send to the one designated for those lies.
I'm not bitter nor hurt about this experiences in life, I just come up of this post because one of my friend (my BEST FRIEND) are being so into this guy whom he just met in an app. (by the way, my best friend is a bisexual guy) I don't know if he is stupid enough to not listen to me with my advises but telling words again and again are so redundant for me, knowing that I already told it to him once.
Doesn't he know the gain that he could get in my advice or I'm just being paranoid and obsessed about looking after him?! I just don't want him to be in the place he once been into.
Now, I'm sorry for invading his private property but I NECESSARILY read his conversations with this guy and I was like "THE FUCK!" this guy is just molding his mind until he gets everything he want. This guy doesn't need love, this guy needs affection and attention (which mostly BI people wants)
I just don't know what to do anymore. Now I'm here, being quite even though I want to stop him with every decisions that he's making because I know somehow I can help him. I just don't want to see him hurting himself with his decisions in life. I love him, I care for him.
I guess that's all I'm going to say because there would be no changes by just sharing it on my blog. I mean, I can't say it to him now seeing him happy with that douche.
Here's my babes, a little glimpse on his face.
Before anything else I just want to mention my friends for being so alive.
(Taking selfies in my house before we got off)
(This photo was taken inside the bus while we're on our way to Bulacan)
(Decided to go down to have a selfie in the stop over)
(Having some serious love & sex talk in the house while waiting for others)
(Having our last drop at Kate's house before going back to Manila)
Now, the best part about this post is the sharing of the stories and updates.
Anyways, Things that you only need to know about our trip is this.
Overall of our trip, the first time we got in the house is so un-explainable. The house is so cute, the ambiance is so different because there's no giant buildings, no cars and just a few number of people.
It was also my first time to see such beautiful place. The last time I check for the very first time is way back when I was seven or eight years old and I can't barely remember where exactly it is located. I'm just happy for somehow I get to go back to places like that again.
What I also like about province, especially Bulacan is that everyone is always prepared to drink beer or Vodka, no one is afraid to have fun and get to know other people no matter what race or gender identity they have.
So yeah, just like what I've said, our first night there was so fun, everyone got drunk, I got wasted not as dead drunk like I am before but wasted as far as I can be. They said I run in the farm, touched a cow and got lost then someone took me back in my place.
I guess that's all you need to know in our first day there, then the next day, everything seems to be normal and the next thing I know, were going to drink again with the same bunch of person.
so to cut the long story short, most of the time in our five day trip to Bulacan, most night we were drinking while at morning we were roaming around going somewhere and experiencing things that we never experienced before. We were living the good life, having the best of it with love, fun and enjoyment.
This is one of those nights where I wish a part of that never happens.
Today is my Baby's birthday. JC! And Earlier today I posted a photo of us with a caption,
"Baby, Happy Happy Birthday to you. I wish you Happiness and joy. I hope you enjoy your day! I'm happy for you. I'm sorry if I never make it yesterday but I will make sure to come tonight for your birthday celebration. I love you, Thank you for everything, stay humble and handsome. God bless you!"
Now, as I woke up, I also remember how devastating the commotion was. Okay, The easiest way for you to understand is to tell you the whole story but to make it short. I'll just gonna start to where the fight started.
As we go back to Lakay Billiards from Sherwood, they arrived first so they talked to management already and make them fix a length of table were we all can sit comfortable. As everyone started arriving because we all never come as one, some of us arrives first and some arrives last. By the time of the last arrival which was my Mine (Mackiss) the tension started.
Baby started to feel unhappy, he started being in silence then suddenly the shouting comes in. Baby started shouting to Charles who is also our friend, then he suddenly pushed Charles and started walking out, I run after him and asked him question, why? What happened? and he was like hiding something to me that is completely obvious cuz he's not okay so I started worrying.
I asked him to comeback inside with me but he said he will never gonna comeback inside cuz he already pushes one of our friends and it will look so awkward coming but and he added that he'll just gonna go home and take some rest. He make me go back inside and he go home as well.
At that moment, I told my friends he will never gonna comeback and I also said everything he said to me.
While in the middle of drinking, he suddenly appears with a cup of coffee then he unexpectedly throw that hot coffee to Nixon's face (another friend of us) dripping down to his body. He also slapped Nixon on his face and quoted "Ang Cheap mo!" (You're so Cheap!) at that moment I knew something would happened.
And boom! Nixon stands up, run after JC and they started the fight. BUT! I never wanted that to happened so I stop them first, holding the chair that Nixon is about to hit JC with and the management was also terrified so they call JC and Nixon in.
After settling things up, The management says "If you want to talk, then talk outside but in a good way. Violence are not allowed here!"
by then, Nixon went out immediately, I run after him. Hugging him and begging not to do anything stupid anymore but just like other boys will do, he'll gonna talk to the other guy about the problem. Knowing that it won't gonna be settle that way, I stand in the middle for anytime someone will punch someone.
And as I expected, things happened that way. Nixon first kicked JC in his stomach making him to hit the wall so hard that makes the wall dented. I wanted to panic that time but I also have to make them far from each other so I keep on restraining both of them.
(BTW, Nixon is like 5"11' and JC is like 5"6' but I'm not sure tho.)
I'm surprise to the fact that no one helps me on restraining them, everyone just watched them fight while I struggle so hard making a hole for them.
In the end, just like other fights. I stopped them, I toned up my voice for a short period of time just to make sure they both can hear what I say.
Nixon hugged me after knowing he punched me twice. one in my left eye and one in my left chin while JC were being taken in the nearest fast food so he can rest cuz he got some knee scars and a bruises on his face while Nixon has a swollen hands and a bruise in her right eye.
I wanted to cry but I can't. I have to be strong for them to listen to me. That's all.
There's a lot of thing you should know about, when it comes of the risk you might doing in the first date. No one wants to look embarrassing in the first date but how would you know, what and what's not to do in first date. Here is the solution.
1. NEVER TALK SO MUCH BUT ONLY TALK TOO MUCH.
- Talking SO much has a difference with talking TOO much. Too much is something you can define as talking continuously much more than your date say and So much is something you can define as the only one who speaks the whole time you were together, you don't give time to let your date finish his response to your question and easily moving on from it because you still have many to say.
2. NEVER INITIATE. IN ANY TERMS!
- This one mostly appropriate for girls only because guys have big ego that makes them not to let you pay for anything. But in return for being gentleman and this is generally only for the gents, never initiate to kiss your date first. Let them do the goodbye kiss and rest assured that you'll be happy about what's gonna happen next because 45% chances that a first date if its a match, ends up with a casual hook up or one night stand.
3. NEVER BE CLINGY TO YOUR DATE.
- Being clingy is cute, especially when you're live in with your partner or you're in a long time relationship already, but! Being clingy in your first date is probably the most awkward thing to do. Imagine being held in your waist by a complete stranger, being kissed in the cheeks and holding hands. No one wants to think that their date are a psycho and you don't want to act like one, do you?!
4. NEVER INVADE PERSONAL SPACE
- Maybe in some time that you both already sat on the table while waiting for your order or something. your date might now want you invading their personal space. Like moving your chair near to them or moving your face towards them too much that make them feel attack. No one wants to be invaded especially by a stranger, you both were still in the stage of getting to know each other and no one can tell if your date is already trusting you or not.
5. NEVER PLAY WITH EXPRESSIONS OR FACES YOU MOSTLY LIKE TO DO.
- People intend to create their own shortcuts when talking to someone just to impress them and so as doing different types of facial expressions but those things are not likable for a first date. It looks embarrassing and awful at the same time because your date is not yet into it. They might get offended somehow if you does things in front of them for the first time.
I hope this helps!
Friends for me are a natural treasure that you can't easily find. You have to earn each before they treat you as a friend in return. I don't believe in first sight when it comes from friendship. You cannot say that immediately after one whole day of hanging out together. It takes time before you consider someone as a friend.
Maybe you can only call them as an acquaintance for knowing them but never as a friend. I have many acquaintances but I have more friends. Yes! In many forms. Meaning, Real friends, Old friends, New friends, Childhood friends, school friends, friends of a friends and even Fake friends but I never ignore one of them as long as we both are in good term.
Yesterday, I'm with 6 of my friends, namely Rica, Candy, Kadesha, Roden, Ben and Ash. We're living the good life and we're taking advantage of the time given to each and everyone of us and making the best out of it. We never spoil any single seconds, Although many times we struggle about some situations we still make it to be happy all through the night and I'm happy about the outcome.
I love my friends. I will always see them not just as a daily routine of my life but as one of my priorities. I thank God for giving me the best pile of friends ever.
Who's bitter? Who's sweet?
Who's plain? Who's Excited?
Who's Ignoring, Who's Over Reacting?
Who's Crying? Who's Celebrating?
My answer to those questions are none of what you were expecting for me to answer it. Because I'm Contented with what I have. I am satisfied with whom I have. And I am gratified with where I am now. No regrets, but just going with the flow of what I think is the best for me and for everyone around me.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!
I hope everyone is happy and having fun for today's event with their family, friends and significant others. I may have no partner for now, but I have super awesome friends and a very supportive family.
"Define Valentine's day for you?"
For me, Valentine's day is a celebration where couples are not the only one who can enjoy it. It is for each and every people WHO can love, for people THAT can love and for people who CAN able to love others. It is for those single person that able to love someone without asking anything in return.
So for today I want each and everyone of us to just be happy and have a big smile for everyone you love. Because loving is something for someone who's your everything.
again, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
(I'm just gonna blog about it so quickly because I am not feeling good about sharing things like this anymore so ... yeah!)
Last January 25, 2015, I, once again been in, One of those Risky nights that I really don't expect.
It all started like this. That night, me and three of my friends, Rica, LJ and Kadesha are drinking with me in Lakay Billiards. Then as always happens, my friend LJ always roams around to look for a cute guy and he would flirt with it.
Then as time goes by, me Rica and Kadesha stays in the table while LJ do her things. Then maybe in some time that we were drinking, LJ landed to this guy who really into her. Saying that the guy is from UST (University of Santo Tomas) I am pretty much not sure about what course does that guy is taking but that all I know about that guy.
Then, this guy started sitting next to me and LJ or the guy sat in the middle. At first I really don't give interest with this goofy dude that is flirting with my flirty friend, I only ignore them because I never go ther to flirt with somebody I just wanted to drink and maybe to get some accompaniment who's interesting enough to keep my talking the whole night.
At the middle of their conversation, I cut through them and I talk to the guy. I told him that if he pushed back his hair it'll be more sexier for him and in that, maybe he could possibly have more chances for my friend to say yes about checking in.
And in a super short notice I never realize that, at that moment everything will change. It was like having an amnesia or your soul is entering another type of body because when I told him to pushed back his hair and after showing and doing it to his hair he was totally into me.
And I was, "Wait...what?" nobody knows what happened. It just begun to be like that and as I never expected, that guy fell for me by just doing his hair.
He said to me "This was the first time that I ever encounter such sweet person who does care for someone she didn't know" and I was really confuse at the moment because I really don't know how and what to react in his actions because I really never care I just thought of it and I seem to know that pushing his hair back makes a big difference in his look.
So as the time goes on, he never leave me alone. Whenever I go he follows me like a puppy and needing some care and I was in the stage where I am a little pissed off about what's going on.
Until I asked him to go out of the Bar so we can talk personally. I told him to stop everything he do and if he wants for me to continue talking to him, he needs to calm down. so after that, we are ready to go on because we already finished drinking and the bar are not allowing us to order anymore because there is a time limitation.
As we about to go to our other friend's house, he asked me if I wanted to go on a motel room with him. And I said No at first, because for me, you don't ask a person to go on a motel room at the first night that you meet. (Let me have a drink first and let me drunk before you ask me so.)
Then he was slightly begging for me to join him so I said yes because I already have no choice because at the time that we were talking, my other friends continue with what we plan while the both of us stays.
So there, we go to the nearest motel room. The time that we got there, I was thinking about sleeping there but I know myself when it comes to sleeping while drunk so I decided not to. Then as we enter the room, he started getting him self naked in front of me. I feel startled and my eyes went this o.o to this O.O because I am a bit shocked about what he just did. Well, I was shock but I am not surprise because he only let his underwear on and nothing else.
The only thing that I think is my mistake was asking him if he wanted me to do him. Then of course, boys are boys, boys want what other boys want and boys are pigs. So without any doubt he said yes.
So as he said, I did give him a head but for like, 15 seconds and that's all. I stopped at the moment when I really disgust myself and feel like I'm dying of choking.
I have a photo of him naked and sleeping but I feel that it would be really inappropriate if I post something R18+ in here because it is not part of my subjects and not included in my field.
And that's it.
ALWAYS REMEMBER!
"It's not a mistake, it is a lesson learned."
(The only regret that I have in this chapter of my life is that, I never get the chance to know his name.)
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