Being brokenhearted is not a very easy thing to be and being strong enough to show everyone that you can deal with it. Do you still remember the day when Margaux Invites everyone to go to Lakay to get drunk? Well here is Enzo with him that day.
It all started at WeChat. last friday, August 16,2013 - 6AM in the morning.
I was so bored at still wala pa akong tulog kaya pampawala bored at para antukin ako, I tried the "SHAKE" thing sa WeChat, nung una puro Foreigner lang ang mga nagp-pm sakin, dedma ako kasi alam kong walang ganap sa foreigner ang mas gusto ko is yung andito sa Philippines specifically dito sa Manila. Around 8AM hindi padin ako makatulog ang when I browse my phone's notification may nakalagay na "27" dun sa Shake shake nga. edi pag click ko, isa isa kong in-accept. Then as usual, nag hi ako sa lahat. Lahat halos nag reply at isa na si Ian dun.
After nyang magreply, isa si Ian sa mga pinag tuunan ko ng pansin ng malaman kong taga San Beda sya, shempre malapit lang sya sa school ko so mas convenient kasi mas malaki yung chance na magkita kami agad para maging close. Then ayun nga, as I expected naging close kami pero sa wechat lang, we become "Drinking Buddies" kasi parehas kaming mahilig uminom. haha, at first ayokong i-admit pero napilit nya ako kaya naging buddy kami. After almost few hours naming pagcha-chat, hindi nako nakatulog at dumirecho nako ng school, pag alis ko ng bahay tuloy parin kami sa chat, hanggang sa nakarating ako sa school. And that day din, he invited me kung gusto ko daw uminom. I mostly don't accept such invitation sa kaparehong araw pero I make exemption when he asked me out, mas inisip ko kasing it could be the way para maging close kami at para ma meet ko nadin sya.
All day kami halos magka chat, kahit my klase sya, push lang sa kaka reply at never nalate mag reply, pagdating ng mga 6pm, sinabi nya kung saan kami magkikita, ang sabi nya susunduin nya ako sa Gilmore Station LRT line 2.
It's already past 9 ng magkita kami, kasama ko yung mga friends ko, I let them look around first kung nasan si Ian, ang sabi nya kasi naka Bonnet, white shirt and jeans sya so yun yung pinahanap ko sa kanila. At habang naghahanap sa loob ng ticket booth ng Gilmore station biglang nagturo yung friend kong si Briana, that time medyo kinabahan ako, na feel ko kasi na this is it, wala ng atrasan pa kaya napaurong ako. "Shocks! Ayoko na!" Natawa yung mga friend ko sa ni react ko. Eh kasi naman ginusto ko sabay aayawan ko. So after nun, napakatagal bago ako lumapit sa kanya. Super nahihiya ako at natatakot kasi baka ma hopia at kasi mukha daw bata sabi ng friend ko. Pero tuloy padin, dedma sa hiya at takot at lumapit nako sa kanya.
At first parang magka galit na jowa lang. Di nya kasi ako kinakausap, dedma 101 at parang gago lang. Medyo malayo nadin yung nilalakad namin pero dedma padin, sabay maya maya pumara sya ng taxi, mas natakot ako kasi akala ko hopia nanaman ako, stressing yung kung ganun kaya medyo kinabahan ako pero I was wrong, pag open nya ng pinto bigla nya akong tinawag. "Halika na dito, wag ka ng mahiya" dun ko unang narinig boses nya. Haha, ansaya kasi anlakas maka merli nung pagtawag nya sakin. Edi ayun lumapit nga ako, so pagpasok ko saka din sya pumasok. Hindi ko alam yung lugar so dedma lang ako tapos pagbaba namin, derecho lakad sabay pasok sa bar, sabi nya iinom daw muna kami. Haha. Naisip ko tuloy na mukhang mapapalaban ako ng very hard dito ahh.
2 GSM Litro at 1 bucket na beer na halos naiinom namin nung umalis kami, pagtayo naramdaman kong lasing ako, nahihilo nako. Sumakay ulit kami ng taxi, at bumaba sa malapit sa Robinson Magnolia, lakad lang onti tapos pumasok kami sa bahay nya. Power! Very yamanera at fullpack. Pagpasok sinabi nyang dalawa lang kaming tao dun, haha. Party party. Let the games begin kaso ang nangyari super awkward, nahirapan kaming mag umpisa, nuod ng t.v, patay ng t.v, akyat sa kwarto nya, baba, nuod ng t.v, kwentuhan at akyat nanaman sa kwarto nya. That time nai-stress nako at bet ko ng umuwi kasi feeling ko hopia na then suddenly nung sinabi kong bababa lang ulit ako saglit, bigla nya akong hinawakan sa kamay. And that's where everything has to start.
pagkahawak nya sa kamay ko, bigla nya kong hinila sabay tayo sya then kiss. hawak nyo ko sa batok habang nagki kiss kami, sinarado nya yung pinto at sa likod nun, dun nya ako ginitgit. habang nagki kiss biglang sabi nya " umpisahan na natin" biglang lakad sa kama habang hawak kamay kami.
Matapos nun ay humiga kami parehas, pinatungan nya ako at pinaghahahalik halikan. Habang nagki kiss, hinuhubadan ko sya at hinuhubadan nya din ako.Dedma sya kahit yun suso ko detachable, kinupi ko muna sya bago ako mahubaran ng tuluyan, tapos tuloy lang sa kiss hanggang sa magkahubaran na kami parehas. Patay ang ilaw ng magsimula kami. Nang una nyang attempt na ipasok, sobrang nahihirapan sya, First time nya sa bekbek kaya medyo nakakapanibago, matagal bago nya na ipasok, kasi palaging dumudulas, umaangat at gumigilid yung nota nya, tinatawanan ko lang sya pero sya naman nagagalit, kaya pag tumatawa ako, yayakapin nya ako at hahalikan bigla. At ng una nyang pinasok, napa muscle control ako kasi sumakit bigla kasi napasok na sabay sigaw nya. "Wow fuck ang init! Ang sarap pala tumira ng pwet! Hahaha" that time parehas kami tumawa pero di ko mainda ang sakit kasi medyo malaki ang nota nya, mushroom headed pa! Nahirapan ako pero dedma lang. After nun sinimulan nyang bumayo, fuck! Sobrang sakit at sobrang sarap at the same time, matagal na panahon since my last kaya medyo Nag crave ako for more kaya hinayaan ko lang sya kahit masakit. Tuloy tuloy at pabilis ng pabilis, everytime na mas binibilisan nya mas sumasakit, feeling ko napupunit pwet ko at parang mas lumalaki yung hiwa. Tuloy lang ng tuloy, kiss and fuck ang ganap! Medyo matagal bago sya labasan kaya nakakangawit kasi nakataas lang paa ko. Maya maya nabanggit nyang lalabasan na sya, sabi ko ilabas nya ma muna nota nya baka kasi labasan sya sa loob, ayaw daw nya kasi ang sarap at lalo lang syang lalabasan, ang sabi ko naman mas lalabasan ka kapag di mo nilabas kasi mas masikip sa loob pero ayaw nya padin so ang ginawa ko bigla akong umatras at tumayo, pagtayo ko napa ungol sya ng malakas at saka nagtilamsikan yung mga shumes nya sa tiyan ko. Jusme! Ang dami! Nakaka stress kasi sayang! Hahaha. After nun bigla syang nagsalita "Grabe, ayoko na. Nanginginig na tuhod ko eh. Stop muna tayo. Nakakagutom." Bigla akong tumayo at niyaya ko syang kumain, ayaw naman nya kaya hinila nya ako ulit at agad agad ay nag round 2 na kami.
pagkahawak nya sa kamay ko, bigla nya kong hinila sabay tayo sya then kiss. hawak nyo ko sa batok habang nagki kiss kami, sinarado nya yung pinto at sa likod nun, dun nya ako ginitgit. habang nagki kiss biglang sabi nya " umpisahan na natin" biglang lakad sa kama habang hawak kamay kami.
ANG SUSUNOD NA MGA MABABASA AY RATED SPG
Matapos nun ay humiga kami parehas, pinatungan nya ako at pinaghahahalik halikan. Habang nagki kiss, hinuhubadan ko sya at hinuhubadan nya din ako.Dedma sya kahit yun suso ko detachable, kinupi ko muna sya bago ako mahubaran ng tuluyan, tapos tuloy lang sa kiss hanggang sa magkahubaran na kami parehas. Patay ang ilaw ng magsimula kami. Nang una nyang attempt na ipasok, sobrang nahihirapan sya, First time nya sa bekbek kaya medyo nakakapanibago, matagal bago nya na ipasok, kasi palaging dumudulas, umaangat at gumigilid yung nota nya, tinatawanan ko lang sya pero sya naman nagagalit, kaya pag tumatawa ako, yayakapin nya ako at hahalikan bigla. At ng una nyang pinasok, napa muscle control ako kasi sumakit bigla kasi napasok na sabay sigaw nya. "Wow fuck ang init! Ang sarap pala tumira ng pwet! Hahaha" that time parehas kami tumawa pero di ko mainda ang sakit kasi medyo malaki ang nota nya, mushroom headed pa! Nahirapan ako pero dedma lang. After nun sinimulan nyang bumayo, fuck! Sobrang sakit at sobrang sarap at the same time, matagal na panahon since my last kaya medyo Nag crave ako for more kaya hinayaan ko lang sya kahit masakit. Tuloy tuloy at pabilis ng pabilis, everytime na mas binibilisan nya mas sumasakit, feeling ko napupunit pwet ko at parang mas lumalaki yung hiwa. Tuloy lang ng tuloy, kiss and fuck ang ganap! Medyo matagal bago sya labasan kaya nakakangawit kasi nakataas lang paa ko. Maya maya nabanggit nyang lalabasan na sya, sabi ko ilabas nya ma muna nota nya baka kasi labasan sya sa loob, ayaw daw nya kasi ang sarap at lalo lang syang lalabasan, ang sabi ko naman mas lalabasan ka kapag di mo nilabas kasi mas masikip sa loob pero ayaw nya padin so ang ginawa ko bigla akong umatras at tumayo, pagtayo ko napa ungol sya ng malakas at saka nagtilamsikan yung mga shumes nya sa tiyan ko. Jusme! Ang dami! Nakaka stress kasi sayang! Hahaha. After nun bigla syang nagsalita "Grabe, ayoko na. Nanginginig na tuhod ko eh. Stop muna tayo. Nakakagutom." Bigla akong tumayo at niyaya ko syang kumain, ayaw naman nya kaya hinila nya ako ulit at agad agad ay nag round 2 na kami.
Pagdating namin sa round 2 medyo less lubricant na, kasi nung unang round eh more lubricant kasi di sya nag condom, gusto nya daw kasi ang skin to skin para daw mas masarap. Kahit mas masakit sa part ko, push lang kasi alam kong ikakasaya nya yun. Madami kaming nagawang position, nakakatawa lang kasi habang tumatagal eh gumagaling sya, alam nya na gagawin nya. Tapos after nun derecho na ulit, more kanters more fun ang peg namin. Grabe! Ang tindi nya bumayo, naiiyak nako. Pero ang maganda sa kanya is kapag uma aray ako eh humihinto sya, tinatanong nya ako kung ok pa ba ako, kung idadahan dahan nya daw ba. As far as I take it, lalo lang syang nagiging passionate sa ginagawa nya kasi nafe feel nya din ako, my times na niyayakap nya ako ng sobrang higpit, kini kiss nya ako ng super tagal but mostly, binabaon nya ng todo for me to feel the compassion nya para sakin. I never felt unloved while we're having sex hanggang makarating kami ng round 3. Pagdating kasi ng round 3 mas naging intimate sya, mas nakikipag communicate na sya sa mga gagawin nya, mas gentle na sya, mas arousing na lahat ng ginagawa nya. At the end, he requested for me to swallow his cum. I once tried it before and I promise not to do that again, swallowing cum is so gross, disgusting and dirty but swallowing someone's cum means a lot for boys because when you eat it all, it means you are into him so much, it means that you love him from the tip of his hair until the last of his toe. Mas nalilibugan ang mga lalaki kapag lulunukin mo ang katas nila. I don't know why pero iba ang sensation kapag ginagawa sa kanila yun, iba ang hagod. so as he requested, I did swallow his cum until the last drop, I even suck it more hard para yung mga natira sa loob eh maglabasan nadin. and for the last time, I give him a death defying deep throat that brings me into my tears. Naluha ako dahil ang haba at hindi ko kaya.
After the sex, we rest a bit. nag shower kami ng sabay ng patay ang ilaw. HAHA. at kinupi ko pa sya ulit dun. Then after nun, pahinga ulit, humiga kami at nag usap. Nagplano kami na if we have the chance for another one, we will have sex again.
After resting for a while, hinatid nya ako hanggang sa gate ng bahay namin. Napaka sweet kasi inaalalayan nya ako kasi hirap akong maglakad. Nakakahiya man pero ganun ang nangyari sakin. ika ika ako maglakad pag uwi. Pagbaba ng taxi, he say his goodbye to me. he kissed me for one last time and he waited for me to get inside then he already go.
and that's what happened with my sexcapade with ian the sanbeda student...
After the sex, we rest a bit. nag shower kami ng sabay ng patay ang ilaw. HAHA. at kinupi ko pa sya ulit dun. Then after nun, pahinga ulit, humiga kami at nag usap. Nagplano kami na if we have the chance for another one, we will have sex again.
After resting for a while, hinatid nya ako hanggang sa gate ng bahay namin. Napaka sweet kasi inaalalayan nya ako kasi hirap akong maglakad. Nakakahiya man pero ganun ang nangyari sakin. ika ika ako maglakad pag uwi. Pagbaba ng taxi, he say his goodbye to me. he kissed me for one last time and he waited for me to get inside then he already go.
and that's what happened with my sexcapade with ian the sanbeda student...
IBA'T-IBANG KLASE NG BOYFRIEND.
WARNING: Nakakadulot ng bahagyang ngiti. Lalo na kapag nakakarelate na.
1. Mais
-- Yun bang wala ng ginawa kundi bumanat ng bumanat, “mais kaba? bakit?” “hindi tayo tao hindi tayo hayop. ano tayo? bagay tayo”. In short BADUY pero aminin kinikilig!!
2. Galante
-- Sabihan mo lang na gusto ko nito gusto ko nyan, bibilhin kaagad nya. Minsan kahit nagjojoke ka lang nabili na pala nya. Kaysaya!
3. Feeling Kanya
-- Nang-aangkin. Magulang kita?, “akin ka lang ha!”. Sa una masaya pero pag tagal na puro nalang kanya. Wala ng sayo.
4. Kapitan Pangako
- Pangako! Pangako! Pangako! Lagi namang napapako. Promise hindi na mauulit.. Utot mo! ikaw naman ito maniniwala na lang. Ano pa nga ba? Mahal mo ee.
5. Mr. Bawal
-- Wag kang pupunta dyan. Wag mo gawin yan, Nakakainis na. Lalabas ka lang ng bahay magagalet kaagad? Pati makipagtext sa kaklaseng lalaki para magtanung ng assignment magagalet na? Tapos pag sa kanya na dahilan ki dahilan ng eto naman ay ganito ganyan. Itsura mo!
6. Man of Surprise
-- Magpaparinig ka tas kunwari walang narinig or kunwari di kayang gawin. Syempre Ok lang sayo. Yun pala pinagiipunan na tas bigla ka nalang nya isusurprise.
7. Pretender
-- Yun bang kita mo ng may problema sa kanya, tanggi pa din? kita mo ng nagseselos. Hindi pa rin DAW? Kita mo ng napapagod. tas tatanungin mo Ok lang daw sya. Ok lang ako, Ok lang talaga.
8. Kuripot
-- Wala akong pera ee. Next time nalang. Reregaluhan nalang kita ng aking pagmamahal. Kunwari pasweet ayaw lang namang gumastos. Yun bang kaibigan mo pa ang bumibili ng mga bagay na gusto mo tas sya naman magseselos.
9. Boring
-- yan na. best definition na yan. Title itself. kailangan pa bang ipaliwanag?
10. Dependent
-- “San tayo pupunta?” “Ikaw, ikaw bahala, Kung san ka dun ako.” “San tayo kakain?”“kahit saan. ikaw na magdecide” Wala kang sariling desisyon? Puro nalang ako. nakakainis minsan. Kadalasan ding pinagmumulan ng tampuhan. Yun bang hindi mo matanong, tas pag tinanong mo ibabalik sayo ang tanong?
11. Sumbatero
-- Super baet. Mapagbigay at mapagmahal. Tas maya maya isusumbat lahat sayo ang kanyang ginagawa na parang kala nya lahat na lang ay siya ang gumagawa. Aba naman.
12. Effortman
-- Ito ang gusto ng mga babae. Effort kung Effort, Prideless. at Super mapagmahal. Yun bang ikaw na ang mahihiya sa kanya. Ikaw na ung manliliit kasi di mo matumbasan ung mga bagay na nagagawa nya. Yun bang parang baggage counter na magbibitbit ng bag mo. Parang electric fan na papaypay sayo. tas laging andyan kapag kailangan mo. Magiintay kahit umuulan at gabi na. napapatanung siguro kayo. Mayroon pa ba nyan? ang sagot.. Meron pa.
pansin nyo ba?
walang seloso no?
kasi lahat ng lalaki.. SELOSO wag lang aabusuhin..
Margaux is taking the floor with her Forever bestfriend Jepafer Lopez on#KuboNiJuan Earlier Yesterday.
Earlier Yesterday at #KuboNiJuan while Paul with Ms. Margaux Marasigan playing Billiards while waiting for other #BBSocFamily to Arrive.
As I decided, I have come up with my Newest Segment named
"Keeping up with the Miss Ideal Girl"
The segment will be a half day one on one with the Miss Ideal Girl and her daily life in urban.
We will be having a closer look on how the miss ideal girl does it on her day.
Also, we will be introducing some friends and family that is really important for the Miss Ideal Girl.
Catch it all up here.
Hi guys!
I have chosen my very first pick for this week's Advise from Miss Ideal Girl.
And as it is shown in the picture after this is the lucky one who need's an answer to her problem.
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Andy
This is Andy, I met her last week in one of my chilling spot called "Kubo."
Andy and two of her friends interviewed me with some questions because I was been introduced by my another friend named "Paul"
last Tuesday, August 6, 2013. She texted me and asked me for some advise if how should she identify if a person loves her back?
And as I reacted, It's been a rare one and It's been my first time to be asked by that kind of question because I do not get that usually and people like Andy who is in trouble of identifying the true feelings on that person behind her problem is those kind of people I really loved to help because they let me learn more from them, and as I give some of my advises, I discovered as she said that she is a Bisexual and Bisexual people for me are super interesting people because most of them surprises you in different kind of way. I'm curious and that's why I give my best shot to really help her.
Her problem is about "Identity Crisis" as of I can visualize because its not about Andy, Its about her partner who is afraid to be known as Bisexual girl also. Andy is already in the tip of their relationship because her partner are totally afraid for other to discover that the girl is in a relationship with another girl. Andy just can't handle it anymore and she don't know already what to do. so I end up with my conclusion to give her this advises.
" Your partner is in the stage of denial, she is still cheating with others and sugar coating everything just to not make anyone be confused about her gender. She is in the stage where her conscience and consciousness fights. She don't know what to do, she don't know what to follow, her conscience that says let go of what you are and what you feel or her consciousness that is telling her to stop bragging about everything and just keep it inside her. She's still afraid to tell others what she really are, she is still afraid of rejection and discrimination that she might get if she say it out loud that she's a bisexual.
Andy, here is what you should do.
You know her more than me, you know her more than her friends. Make her believe that loving you is not a competition to be prepared of, make her believe that loving you is worth dying for and make her believe that loving you is acceptance of who she really is. Love her so much that will make her feel protected, love her so much that will make her feel that you are enough more than anyone, Fill those emptiness in her. Fill those emptiness where the fear began. Don't let her fight the fear, alone. show her that loving you is not just another battle for her to prove that being bisexual person is another big mistake in her life. Make her proud. Make her smile, because if you do everything that I say and followed it. Trust me, this relationship has a long run to do.
Immature love says:
Gusto ko araw-gabi tayo ang magkasama.
Gawin mo lahat para magkasama lang tayo.
Sakin lang dapat oras mo, ayokong may kahati ako sayo.
Wag ka na umuwi, dito ka nalang.
Pag hindi mo ako pinuntahan ngayon, hindi mo na ako mahal
Wag ka na pumasok, para buong araw tayo magkasama.
Dapat ganito ka, dapat ganyan ka....
HOWEVER,
Mature love says:
Kahit hindi tayo magkasama, ikaw ang iniisip ko.
Kahit hindi tayo magkasama, ikaw lang ang mahal ko.
Magbigay ka ng oras sa mga kaibigan mo, may tiwala ako.
Tara, uwi na tayo, nagaalala yung mga tao sa bahay nyo.
Hihintayin ko yung araw na magkakasama uli tayo, hindi ako maiinip.
Pumasok ka, para sa future nating dalawa yan.
kahit ganito ka, kahit ganyan ka... Mahal kita!
Minsan napakasarap sa feeling na kasama mo ang taong mahal mo't magkausap kayo Pinaguusapan ang mga planong gusto niyong mangyari sa hinaharap. Mga planong gusto niyong mangyari.
" Pakasalan kita sa lahat ng simbahan! "
" Babe, saan mo gustong tumira? Ako, akos lang kahit sa'n. Basta kasama kita. "
" Gusto ko ng apat na anak, magiging maganda at gwapo sila paglaki nila. "
" Magta- trabaho ako araw-araw, para mabigyan kita ng kinabukasan. "
" Tatanda tayo ng magkasama at magkakaroon ng maraming apo. "
" Mamahalin pa din kita, kahit may puti na ang buhok mo. "
Nakakatuwang isipin na may taong andyan para sa'yo, na gustong makasama ka hanggang sa pagtanda niya. Napakasarap sa feeling na sabay niyong pinaglalaban ang isa't-isa at hindi sumusuko sa tuwing magkakaroon ng hindi pagkakaunawaan. Sa kabila ng mga problema sa relasyon niyo. Kahit gaano pa'to kadami, magka-hawak ninyo itong hinaharap at walang bumibitaw. Siguro, isa na din 'to para matupad ang pinangako ninyong,
" I wanna grow old with you... "
Boys usually don't contented because of two major things. It's either you have done something wrong or it's either you haven't done anything wrong.
Two simple things.
Very complicated questions.
Easy thing but hard to understand.
"FIRST REASON"
* BOYS DON'T GET CONTENTED BECAUSE YOU HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG *
-- Boys are naturally a prideful person. Most of the time they will probably be choosing to stick to their guts rather than to make themselves look like a fool and de-pride themselves. Because boys don't usually want to be down by others. They don't want to look like pathetic. They don't want other giving sympathy on everything about them. you know why? because most guys really want to have revenge, they want it fair in a way that if the girl cheated, so did they. Boys are way too far immaturity and it will took them too long before they get matured. Mostly they needed to reach their 21'st birthday first before they get matured and some other guys don't even get mature when they turn 21. So as a matter of fact that in the boy's world, only 35% percent of immaturity they get and out of 10 guys, none of them get matured enough to handle relationship. Boys do usually just want to have fun, be excite, and be satisfied. That's why most teenager guy nowadays can be found in a computer shop. Most number of teenager guys can be seen in a bar. And most number of teenager guys can be found in their own respective jamming spots like bowling area, billiard hall, basketball court and many more. Boys don't want to be stuck up with a girl until they turn 40. So in other words never do anything wrong if you don't want him doing such things like this.
TIPS: Flirt a bit but don't make it a habit. Have fun but don't stun. Boys are way serious than you could ever imagine so always be good. Never ever flirt with his friends, never text them or add them on facebook unless he said so because simple things like that can be a big reason for him to start thinking about bad things about you.
"SECOND REASON"
* BOYS DON'T GET CONTENTED BECAUSE YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING WRONG *
-- Boys are way too explorer. They always want stuffs to be done with something classic on it, some twist and sometimes they put extra spice. They don't play easy, they wan't it harsh. And that's why when a guy started to get serious in a relationship you wouldn't know what he's capable of. He could give you the moon, the stars and the sun just to make you happy and he could also kill you whenever he got jealous but not most guys do those stuffs - boys do want things to be done simple. They always wanted to simplify everything and that's why sometimes you can say that it was just nothing for them but for them its just it. Boys don't want their relationship to be that mainstream. They don't want that. They don't want to feel that their relationship is just hanging with the long day run. They don't want to get bored in the relationship that they have so in other words they want it in their own ways. They more likely wants to handle the relationship which is mostly wrong because they don't suppose to do that because they we're still immature. Usually boys want sex on their relationship. MOST GUYS THIS DAYS MORE WANTED THAT THAN A STABLE AND CUTE RELATIONSHIP! And that's why many boys wanted to cling with some flirty girls instead because they know that if they get into a relationship with some wild flirty girl, they will get something and that's pleasure. Boys are indeed a natural pleasure seeker also. They want to be served at.
TIPS: Don't make him feel bored into your relationship. Don't make him feel that gaming is better than the relationship that he have. Give him a kiss on his lips, a 3-5 minutes hug can be way better than the natural hug because the longer hug you give the more he felt your love to him. Whisper into his ears the word "I need you" instead of "I love you" so that he would think that he needed to be more closer to you. Kiss him in his both cheeks then into his lips. He would definitely going to love that. Whenever you surprise him, always give a note, it will be more sweeter and has more special touch on it. And last, don't "baby" him rather cater him. They mostly wanted girls serving them than caring for them. Both words are way different to each other.
August 2, 2013 - August 3, 2013.
That night was my fiercest loving best friend Arah Lim. She is celebrating her 18'th birthday in Space Superclub in Tomas Morato.
Ok, so let's just cut the chase and go directly to what the title says.
Hi guys! This is JD.
I'm with him nung birthday ni arah and he is also one of those invitees at the party. That night he's with Kudo, a friend of him which I really don't know that well because we just met that night. Just as I expected at first awkward lang kasi I'm busy partying with my other friends and as he is with kudo, I'm comfortable that he will never be bored so as the night goes on. My best friend "jepa" whisper something on my ear and saying "be puntahan mo si jd, kasi wala syang makausap" I approached him for almost four times and it all goes to awkwardness because I always end up creating dead air that makes other to have a chance na makausap sya. And as I did also, I have conversation with my other friends in the bar. I really don't know how much quality of liquor that he drink when we're still in Space Superclub but as I can see he pretty drink much liquor to make me look pretty for him. And in no particular time, he called me, gesturing me to come closer to him. so as he said so, I do come closer to him and started dancing on him.
the next thing that I do is too rude to tell, to sexy to say and to explicit to impress so I'll just going to say what happened on Flight Lounge.
As we got into the Flight Lounge me and JD never arrived at the same time. I get to go first and then he arrived on the third batch. As I go on with my things on him, I knew that I need to step up so that I can get his attention and I never failed because when he got in the Flight Lounge I got his attention immediately, so I ask him to sit by my side and I started flirting.
I know some rules that I need to follow before doing such thing and at the end of it, I pretty much have done it exactly as it is. I also take risk of somehow I could destroy our friendship because of what I have in my mind. I give him alluring looks, I seduce him, I sugar coat everything because I know that in no time my rules will overdrive us both and I never prevent that to happened. I know that it is too harsh but I did make him drunk, I make him horny and I make him out of his comfort zone. I know it because I felt it that night and I had to admit that It was a quite compliment for myself for that but in other side it was a complete failure for me seeing myself cry to death because I got dumped. I got busted. It is so hard to look on the situation because I did everything he wants me to do. I followed every rules that I know and I take risks. The only thing that I can't accept is na HOPIA ako.
HOPIA (hope-ya!)
n. Hopia means get dumped in the starting point of love, flirt and relationship.
ex: I get dumped because he respects me so much.
At the end of the day, I lose and I have nothing. I only have, friends and a loving guy who love me like his younger sisters.