So... Here' we are again, trying to put myself in the list "Walk of Shame" but yeah, I know what I'm doing, and I'm not afraid to tell the world how I do stuff my own way. I never had thought of this thoroughly but for the record, I'm not going to take this post down, anytime soon.
Yesterday, March 10, 2017, I went to my office to ask my schedule with my new job. It's something that bothers me but I am still looking forward to it cos I will get to see my colleagues that I called "Friends" who happens to be the best group of people next to my family.
I love going to work, knowing that I can get all dressed up and bring the kind of style that I want to show everybody is priceless, let alone being the real kind of person I am in front of them, hence I mostly enjoys being with them — despite all of those hard times and everything, it still worth it.
So yeah, I guess I just never told you but this is the view when you go out of my office. Something I see everyday, something I passed by but still makes me happy, cos this is my new second home. This brings me to that safeness kind of feeling, although I'm not particularly sure about the safety on the place but I'm safe.
Yeah, I created this blogpost just because I wanted to official announce where I am working :)
Does anybody bothers to really think of it too? Because for me it really does, especially if I really want something that is just too hard to achieve at some point.
In today's generation, it is hard to find TRUE love. — knowingly because people nowadays are just being a 2017 Definition of love.
For a while as I studied for this, 87% of generation today doesn't know what is the true meaning of love and for a fact, that missing 13% is just playing around and not getting into relationship rather something else.
I know most of you will ask, "Where did you get those numbers?"— Well, I just made that up, but I know for sure that this generation is one messed up batch and no where good to go.
I have collected 5 different types of people who's getting into a relationship in this kind of generation.
1. Sex Likers
These kind of people are mostly likely those who love having someone around, but not to love passionately. You see, this people are those needy ones, They love getting into a relationship again and again, jumping on a person to another just to get sex, they never get contented. The more, the merrier as they say.
2. Inexperience Brats
These people are mostly on the age bracket of 12-19, probably on their first relationship but usually the more dominating one because they have so many ideas that they want to do with you. They usually ask for so many thing but never get contented at any point. They seek attention but they hates it.
3. Peer Pressured
It's obvious! With the word itself, you already knew what they are. They were mostly been teased that looks cute together, that they will gonna be a great couple, gonna have a wonderful kids and prosperous life but everything is mostly not the same for them.
4. Celebrity Couple
In general, this is probably the combination of the three, first types of people, because these kind of couple mostly got the attention and wanting more, always being followed and adored by many but not satisfied and normally just being needy cos they thought they're not enough for everyone.
5. Monogamous Ones
As for today, these types of people are already endangered. Probably because some are turning into just simply sex likers or already in a relationship being pressured because they are the apple of the eye who mostly brags about it and usually feels tired of it. Being Monogamous this day is something you don't share to others — because maybe they're not into it and find it weird that you're being too serious with finding love.
So there you have it, five most exciting people when it comes to this year's definition of love, I hope you all enjoyed it and if you think I miss something, don't forget to comment down below or message me personally!
February 16, 2016 when my father died. I was actually still in shock when it happened cos I was never ready for it. — Going back to when my father is still in the Hospital, I feel uncomfortable going, cos it was never a family tradition to visit someone in a hospital, because it also makes you feel weak and sad.
Before my dad, it was one of closest friend "Shauna" whom I visit. It was actually not on my mind but since my best friend wanted me to go, I decided, why not. It was something I never thought cos when I got there, Shauna is dying. Just like my father. — it was only a few minutes different from when I got there until the time he started collapsing. It was devastating, horrible and scary to see someone who's dying that is REALLY special for you. I feel like I was broken into million pieces. My mind was everywhere, thinking of things. Thinking of tomorrow, of next week, next month, next year to come — what will happen?
My father died and nobody is ready, nobody is ready to stand on their feet, neither do I. I was scared, until now I am still scared because right now, I'm mostly the only chance to my family to get a little bit of money that will comes from my salary.
Every time, I feel down. Helpless. And I don't know where to get an inspiration to make myself happy in any way possible.
Today, until now, I am just simply surprised how happy we are together, I know we're missing someone but for now we are just thinking that my dad is always with us all the time, guiding us and making us safe.
As a child, I never get to become more open to my dad, I don't say I love you, I don't say I miss you because that's not my nature to him and he doesn't like that kind of stuff. I've been such a bad child to my parents, maybe the most stubborn one.
I don't know how to repay my dad but as long as I can, I'm willing to stay with my mom to support her, I know people say that I will be the first child to get off my parent's house or I've been told to be the most un-supportive one.
For my mom, I only have one promise, despite the fact how I hate my youngest sister, I will not leave you and I will support you with all my heart. I will give you everything you deserve but you have to support me back as well, — because there's times that I usually can't take it anymore and nobody can understand me and all I need is love.
This has been one of the strongest battle that I had ever faced, and throughout the process, nothing is easy.
REST IN PEACE PAPA
ENGR. DANIEL L. BAYLOSIS
OCT. 21, 1963 - FEB. 16, 2016
I love you so much papa, I hope you are doing good in heaven and I hope you're always there. Always guide us and don't forget to love us every single day.
I created this blog as a way of expressing myself. Weekly, I update this with everything I got, most especially if I have something good to say. — The eagerness that keeps my drive hungry for more is outrageous.
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