FUCK ! 

I'm going to make sure that the next time I drink Colt 45, I'm not going to be frantic and bashy just like what I did today..

I was thinking of me having almost 50 times of falls in Far Eastern University and I'm like "The fuck with the reputation that I have to uphold" 

Wala lang kasi, tumba dito, tumba dun.

#Dafuq? Ako to?

Debay? Party goer? Party Celebs, natutumba sa Colt 45. DEYM!

I just felt my most irresponsible do's and dont's. and I feel bad about it.

I don't know if this was just because of the liquor or if this was just because of the liquor.

YEAH, You don't have a choice because it's all because of the liquor.

I just want to sleep after a big and long day :D

Yeah, September are a very good lover but who knew? 

I am SINGLE again, fuckwit this life, I can't even have a 

simple life, Even though 

I trust less,

I forgive more,

I give less,

and 

I love more.

I just want to have a boyfriend who can understand me to any flaws that I may have and take in times. 

I love my life, but who will going to love me and my life if there is no one who occur to try.

FUCK ! I'M SUCH A LONER

I wanna cry.

I want to turn sleepy because of crying.

I want to get sleep on the couch because of me ended thinking of you.

and

I want to you to be mine, alone, without anything else needed.

Without Beauty, Sex, Money, Fun, Adventure 

but

Only for the word "Simple"

I want to make my life more simpler this college year but it's like I'm on the edge of the truth and I just have to accept the fact that I was engineered to be alone, but in other side, I was hoping and thinking that GOD might have a very good plans for me in the future and that's why he was not been giving it to me yet.

I hope I'll be happy for tomorrow after having a long day :/

My new Mini Book entitled " The Notebook of Love" is already out on ebay and on sulit.com.

Yehey.

Buy a copy now in a very remarkable price and see so much awesome quotes.

Simula ngayong araw na to, isasama ko na din ang pagba-blog sa aking mga Blockmates sa HO8106, sa mga Fans and Haters ko sa FEU at sa Secret Crush ko sa Block namin.

#Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyie!

Grabe, I just can't imagine how rude humans this generation.

Kahit mga walang kalaban-laban kinakawawa na.

Yeah, The First day was so over the top and I don't even expect such things that I've earned for only a Day.

I've met new friends, I've met new people, A LOT of NEW People, New Haters (Obviously) because of my style and the way that I take the floor when I walk through the center isle. Yeah kasi kahit wala nang posture yung lakad ko ganun padin, lakad "MODEL" padin daw and one of my classmate even told me that I looked like a Model, Modelling some clothes on and I was like " What? Do I walk like one, because honestly it's the worst that I can do" 

Yeah, For my position, it's hard to adjust and it is so shameful because for myself it's the worst but for the others it is my best. 

Shockes ! and that why I am about to ask myself, Why am I such a good walker?

Yeah. First day was a little jumpy even though it drives me crazy because all of my professors are so damn awesome but as of I know it was just an endearing moment for us freshmen to feel comfy about everything.

But, I guess things will change and people will definitely gonna change too. so We'll see..

Yehay !

My month of June is Launch and it is so cool..

to see it, click here.

Seductive June <3

Yeah, and here is a little preview of my month of June Calendar :D

This guy over here is my Secret Crush over the past 4 months, and still counting. Yeah, His name is 

"Brian Puspos"

And he is a legendary choreographer/singer/dancer.

And as I said, In the past 4 months and still counting, I saw this guy on the first time on ABDC "America's Best Dance Crew" which has to blown my mind when I first saw him dancing the "In the Ayer of Flo Rida" 

After that dance, I was totally fall for him, Yeah. Isn't it crazy that I fall for him on the internet by just watching him dance ? But, Hmp. Yeah, I believe in love at first sight but in this condition, it is, Love at first watch.

HAHAHAHAHA. 

But, anywho.

Yesterday, I watch their Week 9 episode and it's the Drake Challenge and I was shocked about what I'm about to watch.

and it's their elimination turn.

Yeah, They got eliminated from the game and it sucks because it is clearly that they should win the title of being "America's Best Dance Crew" and it's like they just hit the jackpot on being the "World's Best Dance Crew" because their crew has a legacy and embedded their marks on the show.

Yeah, just like Lando says "to be beaten is not a defeat" thus, it is a sign that something better is coming and it is double the expectation thing.

Yeah, it's been an honor for me watching them get cut on the show, I cry out loud on that one and still not completely recovered and that's the thing which pushes me to let all of you to know about this, Yeah, it sucks and it hit me so hard yesterday until now.

Yeah, I just wanna say to MTV and ABDC, you suck dude, you just let go of the best crew in the world EVER !

Yeah, I am proud to tell you I am a CERTIFIED PUSPOSAURS !