Last month, on April 7, 2023, me and my live-in partner officially parted ways. We've been together for four years, and until last month, he decided to end things between us. There was a cheating scandal that had happened, and that's why I had to lay low and stop posting. Until today, the journey was never easy. I've been struggling with my sleep; my anxiety is off the roof; my emotions are out of control; and I'm a complete mess. Overall, I'm not okay; I have a major mental block. I can't think of any motivation every day for how I would look forward to things, but I'm trying. I feel like for now, this'll be the final post that I'll be doing, as I'm not mentally and emotionally capable of continuing to post anything about love. It is harder for me to give advice to people about love, sex, and everything in between when I am not feeling any love. 

I'm hoping to get back on my feet after a couple more months and to be okay anytime soon. I'll be back stronger than ever, and I'll start posting again.

xo,