Last November, 29, 30 & 31 was the BB-Soc's outing to Morong, Bataan.

Once again, it was an unexpected journey for me because I was not suppose to join the said event due to lack of money. But, as always. They push me so hard that makes me say yes on joining them and mention me that they will be the one to carry everything.

Anyways, it's been a while and it already happened so I'll just going to show you some of my hand-picked photos from a bunch of 'em.

1.Consider using Skype video chat calls every day, text messaging, phone calls and email every day. It is important to maintain contact and to be in each others daily lives as much as possible.

2. Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. Setting parameters such as naming your relationship (dating, seeing each other, boyfriend-girlfriend, engaged) as well as defining exclusive (limited to one person,) or non-exclusive. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Example: "Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious?" or "What are you looking to get out of the relationship?" Stating your end goal or ideas will allow each person to maintain what they need.

3. Do things together. Defy the distance. As a long distance couple, it's important to do other things together besides the usual phone call. In a long distance relationship, interaction over the phone can become dull in the long run. Incorporating other forms of interaction are important. Just think... People in short-distance relationships do not spend the majority of their time talking, but rather doing things with each other. Try to replicate this by finding things to do together such as watching a TV show or movie simultaneously. Here's a free list of 100+ things you can do with your long distance partner

4. Communicate in some way every day, more than once if possible. Since you won't be seeing each other, it's important to establish and maintain an emotional connection. These don't always have to be long, in-depth conversations. Tell each other about your little triumphs and tragedies. Ask on for advice. Use an instant messenger program or VoIP for real-time chat, or web cams for that visual connection. E-mail is great so make sure you use it, especially if long-distance phone calls put a strain on your budget. Ensure the e-mails are substantive and detailed, it will show that you care enough to put in the time and effort. Write love letters. Send small gifts, cards, or send flowers for no reason. In this case, quantity is as important as quality. You may discover an advantage over others whose partner is close at hand—you don't take communication for granted!

5. Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers: more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, not being dragged into a bunch of chick flicks, etc. Most important, being far apart gives you a chance to maintain your individuality—something that can get lost in the shuffle when couples spend all their free time together. Here are additionalbenefits of long distance relationships.

6. Pursue common interests, even if it means pursuing them apart. If there's a movie you're both interested in seeing, watch it individually and then call each other afterward and talk about it. Read a certain book at the same time. Stargaze while you're on the phone. Set your watches to go off at the same time every day, and synchronize your alarm with that of your partner. Make it a point to think of each other when your watch goes off, and revel in the fact that he or she is thinking about you, too. Find creative ways to bond.

7. Avoid the temptation to be controlling. People have free will and no one can or should control another person. As long as you are both interested in being in the relationship, you will stick with it and distance will not make a difference. As soon as one of you decides the other is not a good match—or someone else is a better match—your relationship ends, whether you live 3000 miles apart, two streets over, or share the same bed with your wedding picture on the wall. You are going to have to trust each other completely if this relationship is going to work.

8. Try challenging each other. This is not the same as being controlling. You may find that you can do things for each other that you couldn't quite find the motivation to do on your own. Perhaps you could motivate yourselves to get some exercise or to cook better or more often. It will give you something to do while you wait to see your partner again, and it will give you both something to strive for and talk about until then.

9. Talk about your future together. Assuming that ultimately you'd want to live together, discussing how you're going to get to that point will help you prove to each other that the relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts and frustrations are not in vain.

10. Talk about your future together. Assuming that ultimately you'd want to live together, discussing how you're going to get to that point will help you prove to each other that the relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts and frustrations are not in vain.

11. Visit often. Try to make the time to visit each other as often as possible or as often as your budget permits you to. A relationship cannot thrive if the only thing you have is the phone call. You need to see each other up close and personal every chance you get. The key here is to set up some "rules" about frequency of communication and visits and stick to them. Consistency can help a long-distance relationship survive.

12. Avoid jealousy and be trusting. One of the easiest ways to destroy a perfectly healthy relationship is to poison it with jealousy and drama. When you start a long distance relationship, you must be realistic of the difficulties ahead. It always helps if you go in a relationship with the idea that everyone is innocent and worthy of trust until proven otherwise. Don't fall in the trap of interrogating your partner every time he/she decides to go out for a drink with people you haven't met or he/she didn't get back to you right away when you called and left a message. Just because you are in a long-distance relationship doesn't mean your lives will pause. Your partner will naturally have a social life where he/she lives and so should you. Sure, it helps to have your eyes open and not be totally naive, but being overly suspicious is unhealthy for you and your relationship too. You should both maintain your social activity and be happy with yourselves.

13. Be positive. Staying positive and not focusing on the negative aspects of a long-distance relationship is essential to keeping your relationship blooming and your partner content. Being away from your sweetie is not all bad news. Use the opportunity of personal time to pursue your interests and hobbies as well as your career objectives. Another positive point is that long distance dating pushes both of you to be more creative, to communicate better since you don't have "face-to-face" time and to test (and express) your feelings. As long as you see the long-distance relationship as a temporary state, you will keep your chin up and transmit that feeling of security and happiness to your partner too.

14. Give them a personal object of yours so in a time of need, when they miss you, they are able to hold on to something that once belonged to you. This will provide comfort, happiness, and the thought of being with you.

15. Work towards a balanced relationship between partners. A relationship must be built on strong foundations of trust, understanding and determination to make it work. The key is to ensure that an equal amount of effort is made by both parties. The two partners should be reasonable about their expectations and willing to cooperate so that the relationship can lead to a happy ending. If these parameters are taken care of, you have nothing to worry about. But don't forget to ask some questions because if you don't, your partner may start to think that you're losing interest.

16. Create your own set of relationship standards that both of you have mutually agreed upon. That creates a common goal for you to work towards, developing a strong relationship whether you are together or apart. For example, agree to disagree, accept each other as you are, practice trust and honesty, strive towards compromise and self-sacrifice, seek spiritual unity, and maintain open communication.

17. Remember that you're still in a relationship. You HAVE to be there for your partner. If your partner is ever in trouble, or hurt, or whatever, you have to be there for them.Make sure you are available to them so that they can reach you if they need you. If they end up dealing with everything alone, they will eventually not need you. And sometimes, distance permitting of course, that means being actually, physically there for them.

18. Because time together is rare, when you do see each other, take as much advantage as possible of your ability to get intimate with each other. You don't have that privilege during those stretches when you can’t be with each other physically. You’ve got to keep those feelings of excitement and attraction alive or they will wane in time.

Link: http://www.wikihow.com/Make-a-Long-Distance-Relationship-Work

Minsan sa buhay, my mga kaibigan talaga DESERVE PARA SAYO at HINDI PARA SAYO. kahit anong gawin mo kasi mas maganda onti lang yung true friends mo kesa sa mga real friends mo. Katulad nga nang sinabi ng isa kong friend, "Mas magandang magbawas ng kaibigan, pag nagdagdag ka dapat mag bawas kadin. It only shows how important are you in you're real friend, kasi dun mo malalaman lahat eh, lahat ng mali, lahat ng kulang at lahat ng masama. 

"May isa akong friend, natulog sya sa bahay. Sa lahat ng mga friends kong natulog sa bahay, sya lang ang nakapansin ng picture ko with my long time crush, I was wondering pano nya nakita kasi nasa gitna yun ng mga teddy bear. Then he asked -ayy crush mo si J?- sabi ko jowa ko. Sarcastic ko syang sinabi para makita kung anong reaction nya then sinabi nya -ahh ok sige- so after nun dedma na. 

Last night, at Lakay Billiards along P. Paredes sa may Bombers malapit sa FEU. Naginuman kami, etong friend ko na syang natulog samin, sinabi sa iba kong friends about dun sa sinabi ko sa bahay. Sinabi nya sa dalawa kong friend na syang my kilala talaga sa long time crush ko na "naging ex daw ni margaux si J?" Then sabi ng mga friend ko "wiz" so after nun pinagusapan na nila ako pero hindi ako tumitingin para kunwari hindi ko naririnig yung mga sinasabi nila pero nakikinig talaga ako and sa mga sinasabi nila, sobra akong nasasaktan pero ang pinaka nasaktan ako is yung dun sa friend kong natulog sa bahay. 

"Ang totoong kaibigan ay yung mga taong kayang isekreto ang mga sekreto mo. Playtime man o seryosohan kaya pading i-seryoso ang sekreto mo" 

yun ang gusto ko. At sana maramdaman nila na ganun ang gusto ko. 

Ang message ko para sa'yo...

NANAY-NANAYAN KITA PERO TANDAAN MO, KUNG TATANGGALIN ANG PAGIGING MAG NANAY NATIN WALA KANG KWENTA SAKIN. YOU ARE JUST ONE HELL OF A NORMAL BORING FRIEND. 

and for that........

I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK, DAHIL HINDI LAHAT NG MASAMANG DAMO.......TUMATAGAL!

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This blog becomes the ear that I always wanted to listen to me, The eyes that I always wanted to look at me and the reality that shows who I used to be in my past. I know I'm not that perfect enough to do and see thing but this blog of mine will show you how I control, Manipulate and live my life because every single memories on it have something in my life.

It all started at WeChat. last friday, August 16,2013 - 6AM in the morning.

I was so bored at still wala pa akong tulog kaya pampawala bored at para antukin ako, I tried the "SHAKE" thing sa WeChat, nung una puro Foreigner lang ang mga nagp-pm sakin, dedma ako kasi alam kong walang ganap sa foreigner ang mas gusto ko is yung andito sa Philippines specifically dito sa Manila. Around 8AM hindi padin ako makatulog ang when I browse my phone's notification may nakalagay na "27" dun sa Shake shake nga. edi pag click ko, isa isa kong in-accept. Then as usual, nag hi ako sa lahat. Lahat halos nag reply at isa na si Ian dun.

After nyang magreply, isa si Ian sa mga pinag tuunan ko ng pansin ng malaman kong taga San Beda sya, shempre malapit lang sya sa school ko so mas convenient kasi mas malaki yung chance na magkita kami agad para maging close. Then ayun nga, as I expected naging close kami pero sa wechat lang, we become "Drinking Buddies" kasi parehas kaming mahilig uminom. haha, at first ayokong i-admit pero napilit nya ako kaya naging buddy kami. After almost few hours naming pagcha-chat, hindi nako nakatulog at dumirecho nako ng school, pag alis ko ng bahay tuloy parin kami sa chat, hanggang sa nakarating ako sa school. And that day din, he invited me kung gusto ko daw uminom. I mostly don't accept such invitation sa kaparehong araw pero I make exemption when he asked me out, mas inisip ko kasing it could be the way para maging close kami at para ma meet ko nadin sya.

All day kami halos magka chat, kahit my klase sya, push lang sa kaka reply at never nalate mag reply, pagdating ng mga 6pm, sinabi nya kung saan kami magkikita, ang sabi nya susunduin nya ako sa Gilmore Station LRT line 2. 

It's already past 9 ng magkita kami, kasama ko yung mga friends ko, I let them look around first kung nasan si Ian, ang sabi nya kasi naka Bonnet, white shirt and jeans sya so yun yung pinahanap ko sa kanila. At habang naghahanap sa loob ng ticket booth ng Gilmore station biglang nagturo yung friend kong si Briana, that time medyo kinabahan ako, na feel ko kasi na this is it, wala ng atrasan pa kaya napaurong ako. "Shocks! Ayoko na!" Natawa yung mga friend ko sa ni react ko. Eh kasi naman ginusto ko sabay aayawan ko. So after nun, napakatagal bago ako lumapit sa kanya. Super nahihiya ako at natatakot kasi baka ma hopia at kasi mukha daw bata sabi ng friend ko. Pero tuloy padin, dedma sa hiya at takot at lumapit nako sa kanya. 

At first parang magka galit na jowa lang. Di nya kasi ako kinakausap, dedma 101 at parang gago lang. Medyo malayo nadin yung nilalakad namin pero dedma padin, sabay maya maya pumara sya ng taxi, mas natakot ako kasi akala ko hopia nanaman ako, stressing yung kung ganun kaya medyo kinabahan ako pero I was wrong, pag open nya ng pinto bigla nya akong tinawag. "Halika na dito, wag ka ng mahiya" dun ko unang narinig boses nya. Haha, ansaya kasi anlakas maka merli nung pagtawag nya sakin. Edi ayun lumapit nga ako, so pagpasok ko saka din sya pumasok. Hindi ko alam yung lugar so dedma lang ako tapos pagbaba namin, derecho lakad sabay pasok sa bar, sabi nya iinom daw muna kami. Haha. Naisip ko tuloy na mukhang mapapalaban ako ng very hard dito ahh.

 2 GSM Litro at 1 bucket na beer na halos naiinom namin nung umalis kami, pagtayo naramdaman kong lasing ako, nahihilo nako. Sumakay ulit kami ng taxi, at bumaba sa malapit sa Robinson Magnolia, lakad lang onti tapos pumasok kami sa bahay nya. Power! Very yamanera at fullpack. Pagpasok sinabi nyang dalawa lang kaming tao dun, haha. Party party. Let the games begin kaso ang nangyari super awkward, nahirapan kaming mag umpisa, nuod ng t.v, patay ng t.v, akyat sa kwarto nya, baba, nuod ng t.v, kwentuhan at akyat nanaman sa kwarto nya. That time nai-stress nako at bet ko ng umuwi kasi feeling ko hopia na then suddenly nung sinabi kong bababa lang ulit ako saglit, bigla nya akong hinawakan sa kamay. And that's where everything has to start.

pagkahawak nya sa kamay ko, bigla nya kong hinila sabay tayo sya then kiss. hawak nyo ko sa batok habang nagki kiss kami, sinarado nya yung pinto at sa likod nun, dun nya ako ginitgit. habang nagki kiss biglang sabi nya " umpisahan na natin" biglang lakad sa kama habang hawak kamay kami.

ANG SUSUNOD NA MGA MABABASA AY RATED SPG

Matapos nun ay humiga kami parehas, pinatungan nya ako at pinaghahahalik halikan. Habang nagki kiss, hinuhubadan ko sya at hinuhubadan nya din ako.Dedma sya kahit yun suso ko detachable, kinupi ko muna sya bago ako mahubaran ng tuluyan, tapos tuloy lang sa kiss hanggang sa magkahubaran na kami parehas. Patay ang ilaw ng magsimula kami. Nang una nyang attempt na ipasok, sobrang nahihirapan sya, First time nya sa bekbek kaya medyo nakakapanibago, matagal bago nya na ipasok, kasi palaging dumudulas, umaangat at gumigilid yung nota nya, tinatawanan ko lang sya pero sya naman nagagalit, kaya pag tumatawa ako, yayakapin nya ako at hahalikan bigla. At ng una nyang pinasok, napa muscle control ako kasi sumakit bigla kasi napasok na sabay sigaw nya. "Wow fuck ang init! Ang sarap pala tumira ng pwet! Hahaha" that time parehas kami tumawa pero di ko mainda ang sakit kasi medyo malaki ang nota nya, mushroom headed pa! Nahirapan ako pero dedma lang. After nun sinimulan nyang bumayo, fuck! Sobrang sakit at sobrang sarap at the same time, matagal na panahon since my last kaya medyo Nag crave ako for more kaya hinayaan ko lang sya kahit masakit. Tuloy tuloy at pabilis ng pabilis, everytime na mas binibilisan nya mas sumasakit, feeling ko napupunit pwet ko at parang mas lumalaki yung hiwa. Tuloy lang ng tuloy, kiss and fuck ang ganap! Medyo matagal bago sya labasan kaya nakakangawit kasi nakataas lang paa ko. Maya maya nabanggit nyang lalabasan na sya, sabi ko ilabas nya ma muna nota nya baka kasi labasan sya sa loob, ayaw daw nya kasi ang sarap at lalo lang syang lalabasan, ang sabi ko naman mas lalabasan ka kapag di mo nilabas kasi mas masikip sa loob pero ayaw nya padin so ang ginawa ko bigla akong umatras at tumayo, pagtayo ko napa ungol sya ng malakas at saka nagtilamsikan yung mga shumes nya sa tiyan ko. Jusme! Ang dami! Nakaka stress kasi sayang! Hahaha. After nun bigla syang nagsalita "Grabe, ayoko na. Nanginginig na tuhod ko eh. Stop muna tayo. Nakakagutom." Bigla akong tumayo at niyaya ko syang kumain, ayaw naman nya kaya hinila nya ako ulit at agad agad ay nag round 2 na kami. 

Pagdating namin sa round 2 medyo less lubricant na, kasi nung unang round eh more lubricant kasi di sya nag condom, gusto nya daw kasi ang skin to skin para daw mas masarap. Kahit mas masakit sa part ko, push lang kasi alam kong ikakasaya nya yun. Madami kaming nagawang position, nakakatawa lang kasi habang tumatagal eh gumagaling sya, alam nya na gagawin nya. Tapos after nun derecho na ulit, more kanters more fun ang peg namin. Grabe! Ang tindi nya bumayo, naiiyak nako. Pero ang maganda sa kanya is kapag uma aray ako eh humihinto sya, tinatanong nya ako kung ok pa ba ako, kung idadahan dahan nya daw ba. As far as I take it, lalo lang syang nagiging passionate sa ginagawa nya kasi nafe feel nya din ako, my times na niyayakap nya ako ng sobrang higpit, kini kiss nya ako ng super tagal but mostly, binabaon nya ng todo for me to feel the compassion nya para sakin. I never felt unloved while we're having sex hanggang makarating kami ng round 3. Pagdating kasi ng round 3 mas naging intimate sya, mas nakikipag communicate na sya sa mga gagawin nya, mas gentle na sya, mas arousing na lahat ng ginagawa nya. At the end, he requested for me to swallow his cum. I once tried it before and I promise not to do that again, swallowing cum is so gross, disgusting and dirty but swallowing someone's cum means a lot for boys because when you eat it all, it means you are into him so much, it means that you love him from the tip of his hair until the last of his toe. Mas nalilibugan ang mga lalaki kapag lulunukin mo ang katas nila. I don't know why pero iba ang sensation kapag ginagawa sa kanila yun, iba ang hagod. so as he requested, I did swallow his cum until the last drop, I even suck it more hard para yung mga natira sa loob eh maglabasan nadin. and for the last time, I give him a death defying deep throat that brings me into my tears. Naluha ako dahil ang haba at hindi ko kaya.

After the sex, we rest a bit. nag shower kami ng sabay ng patay ang ilaw. HAHA. at kinupi ko pa sya ulit dun. Then after nun, pahinga ulit, humiga kami at nag usap. Nagplano kami na if we have the chance for another one, we will have sex again.

After resting for a while, hinatid nya ako hanggang sa gate ng bahay namin. Napaka sweet kasi inaalalayan nya ako kasi hirap akong maglakad. Nakakahiya man pero ganun ang nangyari sakin. ika ika ako maglakad pag uwi. Pagbaba ng taxi, he say his goodbye to me. he kissed me for one last time and he waited for me to get inside then he already go.

and that's what happened with my sexcapade with ian the sanbeda student...

IBA'T-IBANG KLASE NG BOYFRIEND.

"Keeping up with the Miss Ideal Girl"

The segment will be a half day one on one with the Miss Ideal Girl and her daily life in urban. 

We will be having a closer look on how the miss ideal girl does it on her day.

Also, we will be introducing some friends and family that is really important for the Miss Ideal Girl.  

Catch it all up here.

Immature love says:

Gusto ko araw-gabi tayo ang magkasama.

Gawin mo lahat para magkasama lang tayo.

Sakin lang dapat oras mo, ayokong may kahati ako sayo.

Wag ka na umuwi, dito ka nalang.

Pag hindi mo ako pinuntahan ngayon, hindi mo na ako mahal

Wag ka na pumasok, para buong araw tayo magkasama.

Dapat ganito ka, dapat ganyan ka....

HOWEVER,

Mature love says:

Kahit hindi tayo magkasama, ikaw ang iniisip ko.

Kahit hindi tayo magkasama, ikaw lang ang mahal ko.

Magbigay ka ng oras sa mga kaibigan mo, may tiwala ako.

Tara, uwi na tayo, nagaalala yung mga tao sa bahay nyo.

Hihintayin ko yung araw na magkakasama uli tayo, hindi ako maiinip.

Pumasok ka, para sa future nating dalawa yan.

kahit ganito ka, kahit ganyan ka... Mahal kita!

Minsan napakasarap sa feeling na kasama mo ang taong mahal mo't magkausap kayo Pinaguusapan ang mga planong gusto niyong mangyari sa hinaharap. Mga planong gusto niyong mangyari.

" Pakasalan kita sa lahat ng simbahan! "

" Babe, saan mo gustong tumira? Ako, akos lang kahit sa'n. Basta kasama kita. "

" Gusto ko ng apat na anak, magiging maganda at gwapo sila paglaki nila. "

" Magta- trabaho ako araw-araw, para mabigyan kita ng kinabukasan. "

" Tatanda tayo ng magkasama at magkakaroon ng maraming apo. "

" Mamahalin pa din kita, kahit may puti na ang buhok mo. "

Boys usually don't contented because of two major things. It's either you have done something wrong or it's either you haven't done anything wrong.

Two simple things. 

Very complicated questions. 

Easy thing but hard to understand.

"FIRST REASON"

* BOYS DON'T GET CONTENTED BECAUSE YOU HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG *

-- Boys are naturally a prideful person. Most of the time they will probably be choosing to stick to their guts rather than to make themselves look like a fool and de-pride themselves. Because boys don't usually want to be down by others. They don't want to look like pathetic. They don't want other giving sympathy on everything about them. you know why? because most guys really want to have revenge, they want it fair in a way that if the girl cheated, so did they. Boys are way too far immaturity and it will took them too long before they get matured. Mostly they needed to reach their 21'st birthday first before they get matured and some other guys don't even get mature when they turn 21. So as a matter of fact that in the boy's world, only 35% percent of immaturity they get and out of 10 guys, none of them get matured enough to handle relationship. Boys do usually just want to have fun, be excite, and be satisfied. That's why most teenager guy nowadays can be found in a computer shop. Most number of teenager guys can be seen in a bar. And most number of teenager guys can be found in their own respective jamming spots like bowling area, billiard hall, basketball court and many more. Boys don't want to be stuck up with a girl until they turn 40. So in other words never do anything wrong if you don't want him doing such things like this.

TIPS: Flirt a bit but don't make it a habit. Have fun but don't stun. Boys are way serious than you could ever imagine so always be good. Never ever flirt with his friends, never text them or add them on facebook unless he said so because simple things like that can be a big reason for him to start thinking about bad things about you.

"SECOND REASON"

* BOYS DON'T GET CONTENTED BECAUSE YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING WRONG *

-- Boys are way too explorer. They always want stuffs to be done with something classic on it, some twist and sometimes they put extra spice. They don't play easy, they wan't it harsh. And that's why when a guy started to get serious in a relationship you wouldn't know what he's capable of. He could give you the moon, the stars and the sun just to make you happy and he could also kill you whenever he got jealous but not most guys do those stuffs - boys do want things to be done simple. They always wanted to simplify everything and that's why sometimes you can say that it was just nothing for them but for them its just it. Boys don't want their relationship to be that mainstream. They don't want that. They don't want to feel that their relationship is just hanging with the long day run. They don't want to get bored in the relationship that they have so in other words they want it in their own ways. They more likely wants to handle the relationship which is mostly wrong because they don't suppose to do that because they we're still immature. Usually boys want sex on their relationship. MOST GUYS THIS DAYS MORE WANTED THAT THAN A STABLE AND CUTE RELATIONSHIP! And that's why many boys wanted to cling with some flirty girls instead because they know that if they get into a relationship with some wild flirty girl, they will get something and that's pleasure. Boys are indeed a natural pleasure seeker also. They want to be served at.

TIPS: Don't make him feel bored into your relationship. Don't make him feel that gaming is better than the relationship that he have. Give him a kiss on  his lips, a 3-5 minutes hug can be way better than the natural hug because the longer hug you give the more he felt your love to him. Whisper into his ears the word "I need you" instead of "I love you" so that he would think that he needed to be more closer to you. Kiss him in his both cheeks then into his lips. He would definitely going to love that. Whenever you surprise him, always give a note, it will be more sweeter and has more special touch on it. And last, don't "baby" him rather cater him. They mostly wanted girls serving them than caring for them. Both words are way different to each other.