(I'm just gonna blog about it so quickly because I am not feeling good about sharing things like this anymore so ... yeah!)

Last January 25, 2015, I, once again been in, One of those Risky nights that I really don't expect.

It all started like this. That night, me and three of my friends, Rica, LJ and Kadesha are drinking with me in Lakay Billiards. Then as always happens, my friend LJ always roams around to look for a cute guy and he would flirt with it.

Then as time goes by, me Rica and Kadesha stays in the table while LJ do her things. Then maybe in some time that we were drinking, LJ landed to this guy who really into her. Saying that the guy is from UST (University of Santo Tomas) I am pretty much not sure about what course does that guy is taking but that all I know about that guy.

Then, this guy started sitting next to me and LJ or the guy sat in the middle. At first I really don't give interest with this goofy dude that is flirting with my flirty friend, I only ignore them because I never go ther to flirt with somebody I just wanted to drink and maybe to get some accompaniment who's interesting enough to keep my talking the whole night.

At the middle of their conversation, I cut through them and I talk to the guy. I told him that if he pushed back his hair it'll be more sexier for him and in that, maybe he could possibly have more chances for my friend to say yes about checking in.

And in a super short notice I never realize that, at that moment everything will change. It was like having an amnesia or your soul is entering another type of body because when I told him to pushed back his hair and after showing and doing it to his hair he was totally into me. 

And I was, "Wait...what?" nobody knows what happened. It just begun to be like that and as I never expected, that guy fell for me by just doing his hair.

He said to me "This was the first time that I ever encounter such sweet person who does care for someone she didn't know" and I was really confuse at the moment because I really don't know how and what to react in his actions because I really never care I just thought of it and I seem to know that pushing his hair back makes a big difference in his look.

So as the time goes on, he never leave me alone. Whenever I go he follows me like a puppy and needing some care and I was in the stage where I am a little pissed off about what's going on.

Until I asked him to go out of the Bar so we can talk personally. I told him to stop everything he do and if he wants for me to continue talking to him, he needs to calm down. so after that, we are ready to go on because we already finished drinking and the bar are not allowing us to order anymore because there is a time limitation.

As we about to go to our other friend's house, he asked me if I wanted to go on a motel room with him. And I said No at first, because for me, you don't ask a person to go on a motel room at the first night that you meet. (Let me have a drink first and let me drunk before you ask me so.) 

Then he was slightly begging for me to join him so I said yes because I already have no choice because at the time that we were talking, my other friends continue with what we plan while the both of us stays.

So there, we go to the nearest motel room. The time that we got there, I was thinking about sleeping there but I know myself when it comes to sleeping while drunk so I decided not to. Then as we enter the room, he started getting him self naked in front of me. I feel startled and my eyes went this o.o to this O.O because I am a bit shocked about what he just did. Well, I was shock but I am not surprise because he only let his underwear on and nothing else.

The only thing that I think is my mistake was asking him if he wanted me to do him. Then of course, boys are boys, boys want what other boys want and boys are pigs. So without any doubt he said yes.

So as he said, I did give him a head but for like, 15 seconds and that's all. I stopped at the moment when I really disgust myself and feel like I'm dying of choking.

I have a photo of him naked and sleeping but I feel that it would be really inappropriate if I post something R18+ in here because it is not part of my subjects and not included in my field. 

And that's it. 

ALWAYS REMEMBER!

"It's not a mistake, it is a lesson learned." 

(The only regret that I have in this chapter of my life is that, I never get the chance to know his name.)