Well here I go again, Going to make a confession that I never does often times but when I do it, it becomes awesome or sometimes a big disaster.

Last Saturday, October 11, 2014 while I'm at Lakay with some of my new friends, namely Kate, Micka and others, this guy keeps on looking at me like, for a long period of time and it really bothers me big time! 

Then maybe in some time while that guy keeps on looking at me, I started to look also at him awkwardly. He gave me some few beer shots and asks me If maybe I can transfer and stay in their table to accompany them.

At first it was hard for me to really have a good conversation because we are both strangers to each other and he already looks matured enough than me. So as we talk, I found out that he is a seaman just like his two friends.

I really don't remember the whole conversation between us but the thing that makes me feel interested while I sit on their table is that when I requested for him to order a bottle of Vodka for my table, he never resisted to buy one because he wanted me to stay there. 

By the way, the reason why he never resisted to buy a bottle of vodka is because I made up my own terms that if ever my friends finishes their drink and invites us to go home, I'll be also going. haha, so maybe because of that terms, he feared that I would leave them.

Then after buying this one bottle of vodka, this guy asks me for a favor and I feel betrayed, I feel like a fool that bite his trap. It's like a big bear trap and I was inside the cage. So, without hesitation and no other things running in my mind, I asked him, "What is that?"

In that moment, I feel like a hoe, Its like I'm his bitch already. You know why? 

Because he ask me If I can give him a head and I was like "Wait...what?" and he rephrased it and he said "Can you s*ck my d*ck" I instantly got shocked and I laugh awkwardly, I stand up and went to the girls room to breathe for a moment.

While I'm inside the girls room, someone knocks the door. And guess who? Him. The guy who just ask me to s*ck his d*ck. After that, I open the door, and went out but he refuse and ask me to go inside again.

I was already thinking "This guy is crazy" then he talks. He said, "Come on, give me a head" and I said "No, I barely know you and how can I be sure that you are safe? I mean is it safe for me to s*ck your d*ck?" and he said, "Come on, I'll pay you."

I got speechless at that moment, then this guy take his wallet out, showing off every thousand that he has on his wallet. Well, I never say no after seeing his money. I mean, I won't going to s*ck some stranger's d*ck but with some cash to make it fair, it's fine with me.

After showing his money, he gave me the cash, well, the payment for my service is quite good so I never requested for more. It was a first time that I did that, for a complete stranger with some money involve, we're talking new kind of business here. haha

So maybe, after the longest thirty minutes ever in my life, I stopped and went out to look for my friends, I never finish him off because my friends are already gone by the time I went out.

And that's it. A confession about something that I am not proud of.