This is somewhat the most thing that I hated about my life, because even though I was born unafraid to take risk and do things outside the box, I am still scared to do other stuff that I have never tried before especially when I do it alone.

Right now, as this post will be related with my last upload about loosing some money, I am now AGAIN, facing another life-reality-face-palm-smack. 17k is not just small amount of money and it is not easy to earn 17k without doing anything worthy of the 17k.

So, I've been thinking and I came up with a decision after a hundred times that I have ever think of it that maybe if I work I could get the money back and pay my parents back.

But by doing it, by looking for a job, I also needed to sacrifice my studies because it is hard to multi-task and I don't usually do that especially to complicated things like this.

I just hope that I don't pick the wrong decision with this one and be the awesome person afterwards.