August 2, 2013 - August 3, 2013.

That night was my fiercest loving best friend Arah Lim. She is celebrating her 18'th birthday in Space Superclub in Tomas Morato.

Ok, so let's just cut the chase and go directly to what the title says.

Hi guys! This is JD.

I'm with him nung birthday ni arah and he is also one of those invitees at the party. That night he's with Kudo, a friend of him which I really don't know that well because we just met that night. Just as I expected at first awkward lang kasi I'm busy partying with my other friends and as he is with kudo, I'm comfortable that he will never be bored so as the night goes on. My best friend "jepa" whisper something on my ear and saying "be puntahan mo si jd, kasi wala syang makausap" I approached him for almost four times and it all goes to awkwardness because I always end up creating dead air that makes other to have a chance na makausap sya. And as I did also, I have conversation with my other friends in the bar. I really don't know how much quality of liquor that he drink when we're still in Space Superclub but as I can see he pretty drink much liquor to make me look pretty for him. And in no particular time, he called me, gesturing me to come closer to him. so as he said so, I do come closer to him and started dancing on him. 

the next thing that I do is too rude to tell, to sexy to say and to explicit to impress so I'll just going to say what happened on Flight Lounge. 

As we got into the Flight Lounge me and JD never arrived at the same time. I get to go first and then he arrived on the third batch. As I go on with my things on him, I knew that I need to step up so that I can get his attention and I never failed because when he got in the Flight Lounge I got his attention immediately, so I ask him to sit by my side and I started flirting.

I know some rules that I need to follow before doing such thing and at the end of it, I pretty much have done it exactly as it is. I also take risk of somehow I could destroy our friendship because of what I have in my mind. I give him alluring looks, I seduce him, I sugar coat everything because I know that in no time my rules will overdrive us both and I never prevent that to happened. I know that it is too harsh but I did make him drunk, I make him horny and I make him out of his comfort zone. I know it because I felt it that night and I had to admit that It was a quite compliment for myself for that but in other side it was a complete failure for me seeing myself cry to death because I got dumped. I got busted. It is so hard to look on the situation because I did everything he wants me to do. I followed every rules that I know and I take risks. The only thing that I can't accept is na HOPIA ako.

HOPIA (hope-ya!)

n. Hopia means get dumped in the starting point of love, flirt and relationship.

ex: I get dumped because he respects me so much.

At the end of the day, I lose and I have nothing. I only have, friends and a loving guy who love me like his younger sisters.