Last August. 12 around 9pm the awkwardness continue as my Buds (Fred) arrived in Kubo (The place where we stay for vacant time). I feel so limited and I can't talk because he's there. I started to sit behind my friends while they were talking. 

In no particular time, everyone's decision is to have a shot for that night and I will be the Mayor for paying one bottle of GSM, then after the decision is made, we decided to go on to Lakay Superclub. Then while walking I can still feel the awkwardness because we've been walking together and I was like wearing a headphone just to ignore not only him but them. 

Anyways. I'm just going to cut the chase because you might misinterpret the Title of this post. 

As we arrive in Lakay, Me, Van, JC, Allen, Patrick and Fred were the ones who go there first because we still have friends outside who are still eating. 

Immediately I ordered one Bottle, then after showing my Money at first, Buds talks and says "Magaambag ako baka kasi may sama ng loob sakin si Margaux" I awkwardly smile into him and he smile back to me and I was shaking my head because the situation are so awkward. Then as I paid for the Bottle of GSM, my Babes JC ask for a favor if I can come with him outside to look for reloading store.

While babes were doing his reloading stuff, I bought a Pack of Cigarette to the store and head back to Lakay. 

As we went back, I offer all of them my Smoke and when Buds receive the cigar he, again ask me for it and say "Margaux penge ako ahh." And again... I am shaking my head for a pile of awkwardness in one table, in one night, and in one event. 

After that, the commotion went calm, he was talking to someone while I talk to someone to. And then everything changes when he started to talk to me. 

At exact 11:17pm he ask me if Why did I make a blog post about him towards my feeling about the last time that I got offended. (To read here's the link: The Confessions)

And then I'm just smiling and then suddenly Allen and Buds talks about it and I just smile. 

After two bottles of GSM we decided to go home BUT! My Babes JC told me that he has a friend that is coming so he wants me to stay, I suggested him to ask for Buds, Van & Allen to also stay because my real agenda is to talk to Buds. 

And as everything goes on, we all meet up inside Lakay because we still have to get rid of some of our friends because we're too many and this is the kind of session that we used to call as "Sneaky Shot" because we get rid of the ones that we don't like to stay and then as we go back Allen couldn't make it because there is no other way that he can get rid of our friend Iyah. 

So as we come back. I, Babes JC, Van and Buds were there to complete the table.  

And at exact 2:30 am, Morning of Aug. 13 2014 we officially talked again, He call me Buds also and we started hugging each other once again. 

After our Sneaky Session we headed to the place where we usually eat before going home. We eat and then we finished eating. Haha. 

The most awaited part and my most favorite part is when we are suppose to be apart because me and Buds aren't in the same way of going home. 

Fred and I, Kiss once again. That means, The " Buds " are now officially back! 

And I'm just so Happy about it. I love my Buds more than any of my friends, I am secretly in love with him as my best friend, as my older brother and sometimes as a partner so nor of that will not happen anymore because I am contented and I am satisfied of what we are now. 










I know I'm right. Thank God that I have trusted myself on not giving up because somehow I feel that one day everything will be okay. And That day already happened. Thank you God!