"Everything that I have said below this are true. i know it's too much but this is how I got hurt in your situation. Always remember that no matter what happen, my full support are for you. Remember that I won't change, I'll stay the same but as you read every single lines please let me help you. I love you okay? You're awesome "

First of all I just want to say sorry for everything on twitter, I know that I have been throwing you anonymous hate tweets but just like what I have said is that, it's too much and that's why I held myself together for this grand blog post for you. 

" I Trust you. I Love you "

Those are just plain words but for a two person in same concerns those words become meaningful. 

I thought you Trust me? I thought you love me? But how come you end up keeping two same secrets that I'm involved yet you never told me. If you see me as a trustworthy friend of yours you would ignore it. You wouldn't mind saying it to me although the other side told you not to do so. You know why? If you really care about me, then why keep it as a secret? Are you afraid of me getting hurt about the scenario or Are you afraid to tell me because you know that I will be against it? No matter what my decision is, no matter what I say, it is useless unless you have told me. It is nonsense because I will always understand you. 

" You are one of those few friend that I have that I really do care about and the one that I'm afraid to lose. You are one of those few people that I will cry on whenever I see them down and you are one of those friend that I have that I can say I will truly cherish forever"

I just hate the fact that you ignore me. I just hate the fact that you even listen to those people who you should not be listening to. I just hate the fact that you set me aside despite of everything. You never let me know. You never let me get into the situation. 

I just hope that you have told me, because maybe in that very moment I might have helped you. I just hope that you choose to tell me. You know me, I will understand you. I will, even though I'm only holding a 0.01 percent chance of Trust because in that 0.01 percent chance that I have, I can still hold on to you, well at least maybe in that situation I'm there for you.  but that doesn't happened because you shut me down.

Always remember... I'm always there for you. 

If I have to climb mountains for you, I will.

 If I have to swim ocean, Even I can't but I will because it's for you. 

If I have to catch a bullet for you even if it's not necessary I still do. 

I ALWAYS LOVED YOU. I ALWAYS TREASURED YOU. I ALWAYS TOOK CARE OF YOU.

Right now I'm crying because the mix emotion that I'm having which is Anger and Disappointment and Love and Care are already dominating my feelings and it is not easy for me cause YOU made me feel this. Indirectly but still you. You are the source. 

All I want for you is to be safe, all I want for you is to stay Diamond, all I want for you is to be Happy. 

Sometimes, I blaming myself. Why you're not happy? Is it because of me? It breaks me seeing you fallen apart, It kills me seeing you cry and sad. You are my other half. I feel what you feel. And I can't stand seeing you like that. 

Anyways, what should a friend do? 

My only responsibility for you is to give my full support, to give my love and friendship. 

I guess that's all. 

Always remember this, If I make you feel unsatisfied, If I make you feel not contented just approach me because I am willing to nurture this friendship of us. 

Okay? Okay. 

I Love you.