Saturday Morning around 8 or 9, Me and two of my friends decided to have a drink before going home after shift. one of my friend told me that her team were going for a drink as well, who happens to include the Teacher that I had a crush on. 

*we are all working on a call center company so we do have different careers before*

So — we decided to go to the same place where they will be going for me to get my own time with him. 

As we arrived, it was a bit awkward because there's this another gay who doesn't want me there but doesn't have a lot of choice because I won't be backing up. So, we did sit next to them only to caught Mr. Teacher having a glimpse on me, throwing some smile and sending a nice gesture by waving his hands. 

To tell you honestly, we both know each other, we just happened to lose one another because we took different paths and because he was transferred to a different team.

Anywho, as the time passes by, we started to continue drinking with both of our group then suddenly he invited me outside to talk and smoke. (I'm not a huge smoke but whenever I socialize with drinks, I tend to smoke as well.)

So we went out, he hold my hands which I got surprise of only because we're not alone this time. So I was so shocked when he does that. He told me how much he misses me and everything, I told him how much I missed him more because it's been a while since we last talked. The conversation last for like 2 minutes short because his teammates intervene there.

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To cut the story short because there's a lot of things that had happened on that drinking session which is not relevant to the topic, I'll cut it where we started to become clingy to each other.

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After a lot of drinks already (I lost count how many buckets of Mule we drank) he decided to go out and sit on this swing in the bar, his Team leader was there already and most of his team mates was there too.

I asked him if I can sit on top of him and he said its fine. Then I went for a big push while sitting on him so that I can get a swing for us, I started hugging him, clinging my body next to him until he started carressing my body too. Of course he can't put both hands on me so he put one of his hands behind me instead. I looked at him and said "You look so handsome right now" and he responded with "You sound so sexy right now"

We continued swinging while I'm literally laughing cos he started tickling me in the back while his whole team is also looking at us. Then when we stopped, he suddenly went for a kiss. I pushed him back a bit cos I was suprised and when I looked at his team, they were all shocked because he has a girlfriend.

Of course, even how much I like him, I just can't show everyone how much I also liked the kiss. So I told him " That's bad."

Moving forward, after four more bucket, some of his team mates decided to go home already, so I told him to go home as well.

Of course, since he's such a good boy, he followed what I said and went home but little do I know, that after 45 minutes he will come back for me. My friends and some of his team mates were actually shocked because of his comeback only to find out that he wanted to drink with me instead. After that, I decided to let him sit beside me so that we can talk.

As time goes by I was starting to feel tipsy then cranked up drunk. I told my friends I will go home already because I can't drink anymore. I went out and as expected he followed me. He told me that he will take me home instead.

We rode a cab on the way home, I told the cab driver where we're heading and decided to go to sleep on his shoulder.

Only to find out, when I woke up. We are on his place. I told him, I can't stay because he has a girlfriend but he told me, I'm too drunk to go home so I should stay the night. He cooked some soup for us that night and we talked.

We are beside each other on the bed when we're sleeping, I can feel him turning over, facing me and I'm just afraid to look back. He put his hands on my stomach and he moved closer to spoon me. I'm not reacting until he whispered "I know you're awake, I love you" I immediately looked back and said "what?!" and then he said "You heared me, I said, I love you" then he started to kiss me as I kissed him back moving from tongue to tongue until he rolled on top of me as he removed my clothes.

That night we had a fantastic sensational sex and we decided to make it official as me and him being partner instead. He told me that tomorrow morning when we wake up, he will call his girlfriend to break up with her so that we can be official.

Of course, no matter how much I like our love story, no matter how Important he is to me, everything is just wrong. So That next morning, he woked up alone.

I left him a note saying

"I'm sorry, I can't do it. You and your girlfriend are happy together, we will never be happy, we're just both drunk. I hope you forgive me and forget me easily. I love you, Goodbye"

After that day, I resigned on our company tendering an immediate resignation, just so that I can leave him at peace.


Until today, he's still messaging me, sending me flowers to my new office since he doesn't know where I live, and waiting for me to come back.

After three months, I found out that the reason why he wanted to be with me instead of his girlfriend is because she's cheating to him already.



It's too late when I found out. I already have a boyfriend.

P.S

I wrote him back one time, telling him that I have a boyfriend but he told me that he will wait for me to be ready for him. He loves me genuinely.