As Early as the third month of the year, I now experienced some major tragedy that would make someone kill themselves. 

However for me, it won't. Cos I'm a fighter, I was born to be a leader, and I'm a Queen. 

I always tell myself to make yourself vulnerable but never stoop down. Just like what the emperor in Mulan says in the movie 

" No Matter how hard the wind blows, the mountain, doesn't bow down to it."

I always keep those moving words with me cos I know at some point, I will use it. At some point I know it will help me surpass difficult situations. And it did. Most of the time it did.

I have had multiple heartbreaks way back this couple of months, it was horrible, not so easy to let go of but I guess holding grudges just doesn't make me feel beautiful at any way.

Anyhow, I'm not gonna be the person who will end up worst before they even know it. 

I just hope for their sake that they've clean the sheets. Cos, It will never be my bed to be on the spotlight. That's all.