This past weeks and months I get through a lot....

I never even expected anything....

I totally under estimated the capability of being friendly...

Sabi nga nila, " All is fair in love and war" Right? Yeah. Kaso hindi ko nakitang ganun ang nangyayari kaya andaming nawala sakin..

I got popular,

 I got Famous,

 I got Accepted by public,

 I got the Attention of many

 and

 I got MANY new friends.

But in other side, I never realized that those who MOSTLY care for me we're getting far from me.

They we're actually feeling the Gap in between them and me which hindi ko naramdaman kasi I'm too busy spending time with my other new friends.

Masakit man isipin pero I set them aside, mas inisip ko yung iba kong friends na sa tingin kong mas Cool, mas my Thrill kasama at my Wilderness. I never even think na those friends na unang dumating sa buhay ko ay kaya akong ipaglaban despite of everything.

I don't know. I really don't know what will happened next.... now that I make them feel that..

I just hope they can still accept me as like they accept me when I'm no one..

For those friends na alam nilang sila yung tinutukoy ko.
I really really want to say Sorry. I want to apologize with you all so much it hurts.
Masakit kasi you're my Best-est Friends pero I put you on my second priority..
I am so Sorry. I love you all and you are the Greatest Gift that I ever received this Christmas.
I Thank God for that matter. Kahit hindi ko sabihin, It really means the world for me.