Yeah, September are a very good lover but who knew? 

I am SINGLE again, fuckwit this life, I can't even have a 

simple life, Even though 

I trust less,

I forgive more,

I give less,

and 

I love more.

I just want to have a boyfriend who can understand me to any flaws that I may have and take in times. 

I love my life, but who will going to love me and my life if there is no one who occur to try.

FUCK ! I'M SUCH A LONER

I wanna cry.

I want to turn sleepy because of crying.

I want to get sleep on the couch because of me ended thinking of you.

and

I want to you to be mine, alone, without anything else needed.

Without Beauty, Sex, Money, Fun, Adventure 

but

Only for the word "Simple"

I want to make my life more simpler this college year but it's like I'm on the edge of the truth and I just have to accept the fact that I was engineered to be alone, but in other side, I was hoping and thinking that GOD might have a very good plans for me in the future and that's why he was not been giving it to me yet.

I hope I'll be happy for tomorrow after having a long day :/